Is life always hard ~vkook

day

jungkooks pov~

soaking, I run up my street in desperate need to get home. I didn't want my mum seeing me in this state it will get her so worried, also if I tell her what has happened she will make me move school and probably she will make us leave the area, I don't want that to happen because it will just put her through more stress and make her relapse and it will break my heart. even though I will now suffer I have a friend jimin and I am so grateful he is here for me so i'm not giving up now I will just have to live with it. I now reach my front door barging in I sprint up the stairs "JUNGKOOK" I hear my mum shout i ignore her and rush to my room and get changed into something  way more comfortable and dry, I hear her coming up the stairs mum i'm really tired i am going to sleep school was ok I say cringing because of the lies , I hear her going back down the stairs sighing in relief I finally drift of into a heavy slumber.

mums pov~

I am so worried about him its his birthday and he has gone straight to bed I am so anxious but he said school was ok but I have a feeling its not but I'm not going to ask him any questions, as I can tell in his tone of voice he wants to be left alone. After all my worrying finally my eyelids start to get heavy and head upstairs kissing him on his sweaty forehead and finally getting some rest.

Its the second day of school, jungkook gets up early as he went to bed early last night and goes to the bathroom his eyes all puffy and sore due to sobbing he looks at himself in the mirror he is disgusted with himself he hate himself. After the long scolding shower he gets out and gets ready for another day of hell but he can not stop thinking about taehyung that if he's ok and safe he shrugs it off and leaves the house his mum still hasn't woken up yet but he knows she has been worrying so he leaves her to it.

jungkooks pov~

It is absolutely freezing outside and I forgot to bring a jacket, I am feeling less anxious today but I am still unstable the thing that is worrying me is taehyung I keep thinking if he's ok I don't know why I care but I really need to find out more about him but I most definitely want to know why he chose to drink its vile and makes me sick. The thing is I am so afraid of him and I don't wan to be I'm so scared what he is capable of. I arrive at school hoping jimin is here today