Woah, finally. I can watched the beautiful creation outside my house, the cloud, the sun, the weather, the atmosphere and it would be nice if I had a better day today.
What is he doing here? Omo. Your eyes were pointed into someone who was standing just a meter from you. Waved at you, smiled at you.
"Annyeong, jagi" he spoke up.
He just said 'Jagi'. Oh no, my heart, my heart was beating so fast.
"Oh hi, hello, annyeong. Morning" shyly responded to him with a pinky heart in your eyes. "So, why are you here?" with a curious look.
"To pick you up, dear" he smirked. I hate that looked, obviously. "Ah, yes yes. I just read your text just now. Right now. You did asked me if I want to be pickep up or not. Sorry I was sleeping that time. I think you forget about it, absolutely no" afraid that he might get hurt, looking at the road.
"Aniya, it's okay. I do understand. I'm not gonna blame you. Hehe. So just ignored it as if I didn't send you that text and just think that I'm here by my own choices." He smiled.
Oh! Look at that precious smile.
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I went to the library for the first time with him. Of course a lot of people can't get their eyes away from looking at us. Taehyung told me not to worry about what's people said anything bad about me or him. Just walked straight to the library.
"Andwae! Tae-" I almost fall. Taehyung grabbed my hand and our nose mostly touched. His face was near to mine. Omg. Unbelievable. I didn't notice that there's rocks before the stairs.
So embarrassing.
"Be careful. Don't hurt yourself" he showed me a 'worry' looked. He still grabbed my hand and he promised not to let my hands off until we reached the library. He just intertwined my hands with him.
He told me to sit down first cause he was busy searching for his favourite book.
"Here" he said.
The truth untold, the title of that book. I looked at him.
"So, you have finished reading this book? How is it?" I asked him. "It's interesting. Read it if you want to know more about the book. You are welcomed to read. Promise me not to cry, when you read. Ops, I just spoiled one of it. I won't tell you anything, just read" he smiled while sitting beside me.
"Alright. I won't cry." Confidently answered him.
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I read that book as I promised. Even the book cover was written with a few sad words.
"...don't smile on me, lie to me, because I can't get closer to you. There's no name you can call me." Teardrops. I just broke my promised to Taehyung.
"You know that I can't show you me, give you me. I can't show you a ruined part of myself. So, I put a mask so that I can see you... I still want you"
"I am afraid. I am shattered. I'm so afraid... that you will leave me again in the end. That's why I put my mask once again just to see you."
I can't handle the tears from falling. It's just- I can't.
The story ended with I still want you.. love.
Omg. That's so heartbreaking. The way that boy still wanting to be with her was too precious. Hard to find a loyal person. But the facts that he still wanted her, omg. He must loved that girl so bad.
I felt bad for him. I hope that he will find another better woman than her.
"Lol, I'm so into the story. If I was him, I better tell her the truth about my true feelings about her. But, yeah just a storybook. Aigoo, Taehyung really knew what kind of books I like. That boy" giggling like a kid.
I miss him :')
Annyeong!!! Bored right? I'll try my best to write a good story🙏❤️