im not a perfect person
like everyone i have my flaws
but deep inside i hate myself
nobody knows how i really feel and that's for a reason
i appear strong but deep inside im week
i hate the way i look
i feel fat and ugly
people have told me i will never be good enough
and i think its getting to my head
my grades are sliping so i feel not smart
my sarcasim hides how i really feel
and my smile isnt always true...
even when people tell me im great i dont believe them
thats me im insecure,unsure,barely standing,and trying to hide my feelings
but you'll never see that show, all you'll see is a happy girl always laughing and being funny
and smiling....so this may be hard for the people that know me to believe but trust me its true
and it hurts me everyday.....