5964.8 Miles || Jeon Jungkook

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The girls went into Grace's bedroom when she was wearing her clothes in her walk in closet. When she come out, she saw their gloomy faces.. Her brows rose while turning on her laptop.

"What's with you guys?" she asked, focusing on the square device. She immediately froze when she saw the screen wallpaper. It was the picture of her and Jungkook when they were on a vacation in Finland. The last trip of them two. The last trip before she got accepted for the role in 'Round Up'. The last trip when everything was sweet.

"Grace.."

"We need to talk to you about something."

The tears that was falling from Grace's eyes, she wiped it immediately and she turned to them.

"Yup?"

"You know we love you right?" Grace's frowned at Miko's words.

"We just want you to be happy." Jenny continued Miko's words. Grace was still confused because she doesnt know where the conversation is leading to.

"Can you just talk to Jungkook? Settle this matter.. Before everything gets more complicated." Mina said, when Grace didnt give any response. But her words made Grace eyes watered. Seeing that, the girls quickly approached her and sat next to her.

"Grace, I know you feel like he doesnt trust you anymore but you cant let this thing go any messier. I know you love him. Give him another chance." Lisa said slowly, holding Grace's shoulder softly.

"But if you choose to let him go, you have to know that you still have us. We'll be here for you, whatever your decision is. Okay?" Grace nodded. Then she smiled. She couldnt say anything about it because she didnt have the strength to even think about it. Everytime Jungkook pops out, his name, his picture or even his song, she got weak. A year passed without them seeing each other, a break up could happen. If only they were allowed to reveal their relationship. Everything wouldnt be as complicated as it is now. Her rumour could've been toned down and she could just say to the media that she only has a place in her heart for a man and that place is already vacant. But that couldnt happen if bighit doesnt allow it.

"We'll be in our room if you need us." Miko said and Grace nodded, smiling slightly before the door closed.

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It was 2 am and Grace couldnt sleep. Good thing she doesnt have anything important scheduled for her in the morning or she'll be a walking dead. She just have an interview with Lily at 8pm... Sleep didnt come to her and she didnt feel like it either. The only thing thats on her mind right at the moment was Jeon Jungkook. Nothing else but Jeon Jungkook. She stared at her laptop screen and looked through the photos of her and Jungkook. Tears fell to her cheeks as she gone through them. She looked at her phone that Lisa put on her dressing table before the girls left the room. She stared at it for the longest time before taking it into her hand and switching it on. Thousands of messages came in when the phone finally switched on and Grace saw that most of them were from Jungkook, telling her to answer his calls. He didnt say anything else except asking her to answer him. She opened the call log to call him back. She already decided to talk to him and settle this matter before it gets worse. As she was about to press the call button, someone called her and she was surprised that it was Jungkook. She took a deep breath before answering.

"Hello?" she heard the other end said.

"Hello..."

"Grace....." he said, with a relieved tone... "How are you?"

"I've been better." she said making the guy sighed.

"Listen. What I said before, I didnt mean any of it. I'm so sorry. I was just jealous.."

"Well it sounded like you do mean every single word of it."

"I dont. I really didnt."

"Well I dont get why you should feel so insecure about it. I told you we're just friends, me and Ryan."

"I know. I was stupid. I shouldnt have felt so jealous about it. I love you so much that its just weird seeing you with another guy."

"Doesnt that mean that you dont trust me enough to feel secure about what I do?" she asked.

"I trust you. I do. I'm sorry. I guess I just cant get used to the fact that we're so far away."

"We're always far away, Jungkook."

"I know. But you used to come here every now and then. So not seeing you for over a year makes me feel more anxious about everything."

"Then what are you saying? We should give us a break? We should just stop this? Or what? Just tell me what you want, Jungkook. I'll be okay. I'm just so tired of everything right now." Grace replied with the harsh words that made Jungkook speechless. He froze, not knowing what to do. Few seconds later, she heard him trying to control his voice. He was crying. Grace panicked.

"Jungkook?" she called, her voice filled with worry.

"I just want you. I dont want anything else but you. I cant live like this, Grace. I need you. Even if I cant see you everyday, I dont think I'll be able to survive a day without hearing your voice again. I dont want us to break up. That never appeared in my mind.. Ever. Even when I saw you with Ryan, I just felt jealous but I never ever imagined us breaking up." he said, sobbing.. Grace didnt know what to do anymore. She was dumbfounded. She didnt expect him to cry and say these things. She really thought that he just wants to settle their matters and go their own way. Hearing this makes her feel so guilty about ever doubting his love for her.

"Jungkook, dont cry. Stop crying. I'm sorry.. I didnt... I...."  She heard rain sound from the phone when there was silence between them. Thats weird, it is raining here and in Korea at the same time? "Jungkook?... Where are you?" she asked.

"Grace!" a knock was heard from outside and Lisa came in, looking so worried.

"Jungkook......." she said, trying to breathe.

"Whats wrong with him?"

"He's outside the house."

"What?!" and she ran downstairs.

A/N: I had to take this down and post it again because it is playing shit with me.. I cant see the chapter and the story became so weird. Anyways... I'm gonna update the rest of it by tonight or tomorrow night so toodlesss ~~~