★14★ He's Having a mental ⓑⓡⓔⓐⓚⓓⓞⓦⓝ?

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I'm sorry for not updating! I actually forgot i had a story, joke, i actually feel terrible for not updating! But i was feeling down these days, but here i am! thanks for the votes and thanks for reading...

His hands were trembling while holding the white porcelain plate on his hand, rage and killing thoughts, he was always a nice, shy and gentle person, nobody would expect him to be like this... He squezed the sponge he was holding in his other hand and without caring at all he throw the plate to the wall making it break, then grabbing the other plates on the sink and throwing them in rage too... when he was about to throw another one his hands loosened making the plate fall and break as the other plates. He fell to his knees and started to pick the pieces of porcelain, slowly cutting his hands, he didn't notice the blood starting to gush out from a lot of wounds he had... Throwing the small pieces in the trash, he kneeled down again to pick the sponge and accidentaly making the soap contact his skin.

his hand was bleeding a lot and he couldn't care less. He turned off the lights and resting his head on the pillow in his comfortable bed, he started to watch the ceiling fan slowly spinning. He watched the fan with dull eyes and unable to sleep he sat, he looked at the small Photo placed on the nightstand...

A photo of him and Yukito

They were the best friends, but it wasn't always like that. He remembered when he was 12

Harumi started to have memories of how he was always bullied, he was punched, kicked in the face and guts, he was insulted, and everyone was making him feel like nothing, but who started all of this? After all, he was quiet, sweet and caring, who would make him like trash? Obviously Him, Ikeda Yukito.

He was nice, not as nice as Harumi was but he at least was nice, was.

Nobody noticed the change, Yukito started to get colder, didn't smile anymore , and he started to bully Harumi because of his looks, he was thin and shorter than any children his age, he actually looked femenine and he was shy and kind of delicate.

But no-

Harumi shook his head and gripped harder on a pillow, he promised to left those memories in the past, he promised to forget all those things...

Even though Yukito used to be so mean to him, he still appreciated him, he knew it wasn't his fault, mabe it was fault of his shitty life, he refused to think of Yukito as a bad person...

But now... He was trying to steal (Y/n)-chan away from him...

He would do anything to make Yukito happy, because he is his friend...

But giving (Y/n) to him? After all (Y/n) was not an object, and he couldn't force (Y/n) to like him...

But Yukito would.

Now throwing the pillow away and grabbing his hair sitting on his bed, with trembling hands and dazed eyes he grabbed the glass with some water and started drinking, His trembling hands accidentaly dropped the glass.

His head ache a lot and he couldn't take it anymore...

He wants (Y/n) but Yukito wants her too, is the first time that Yukito wants something and he doesn't let him have it at the instant...

What was happening to him? Harumi was wondering... Do i love her that much?

Why he couldn't give (Y/n) to him? Maybe because a small part of him wanted her as much as Yukito wants her... Yes, he does love her that much...

how are Yukito and him going to be friends now after that fight? It's the first time that Harumi acted that way towards Yukito.

"I'm sorry Yuki..." He whispered to himself...

"But i love her as much as you do"...

2:00 a.m and Harumi hands stoped trembling. He pulled the covers off and went to pick the pillow slowly turning it red with blood. He looked at his hand and went to the bathroom...

Slowly picking the first aid bandages he took one and wrapped it on his hand.

He closed the box and he noticed something, Pills, he took one and slowly reached his mouth, then he started to regret the idea, a smile cracking onto his face, a lifeless smile.

"Maybe... Just, Maybe." He looked at the words written on the small flask...

"Maybe with an overdose of acetaminophen?"

Sorry if it's too short! This chapter was about Harumi after the fight, it's important because, well, in a future chapter i will explain with more details the bullying and why Harumi is that interested in the medicine... Wah! The next chapter is finally with Kei... And again: Thanks for reading!! Bye bye ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

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