Boy in LOVE [BTS]

Chapter 27

RapMon's POV

Oh? Shit! I almost threw my things in my room because of all those shit memories flashing in my mind. Fate can you stop me please? "Hyung, what's going on?" Jimin asked me but I ignored him. "Hyung? RapMon?" then I heard others calling me but the only person I saw now was Miyu. Without asking her, I dragged her involuntary. "Namjoon... Ahhh-Ahhh... Ouch!" she complained but I ignored her. I walked fast and I don't care if she's going to hurt the way I dragged her.

Seoul Central Park

"Ice cream?" I asked her but she ignored me. "Miyu, mianhe!" but she keeps ignoring me. "What is your problem, huh?" I raised my voice on her but she looked at me seriously. "My problem? I don't have... maybe you?! You're the one who's dragging me here. Try asking yourself?"

"Look, I'm sorry!"

"Wow! The God of Destruction is now sorry on me, on what way do you say sorry? For dragging me here or what?" she said in sarcastic way. "What are you trying to say, huh? Okay, it's my fault! I'm sorry!"

"Do you think it was so easy to forgive you?"

"What do you want?" I almost irritated the way she talked to me. "All I wantis... to forget me!" I got surprised on what she said. "Forget all the things about me... all what we have before and then..." and then she walked away from me. "Miyu..." but she didn't turning back on me.

"Hey! What a face that? Are you crying?" she worryingly asked me. "No, I'm not!" I lied. "No, you're crying!" then she showed me her wet fingers that touched on my face a while ago. "You're lying... you also have tear marks on your face... gosh!"

I lowered my face so she didn't see my sad expression. "Tell me, what's happened?" she asked. "If you didn't tell me... it's okay!"

Aish! I'm going crazy! Why the fate is so unfair?! Wae?

Joy Lee, 8:30PM:RapMon, can we meet please?I was here in Han River.

Joy Lee, 8:40PM:Please? I think it was the last time we can saw each other and after that I've no longer here. I want to say goodbye before I go. Please, for the last time?

Joy Lee, 8:43PM:RapMon, if you don't go and meet me... I'm going to jump! I swear it!

Joy Lee, 8:45PM:RapMon... Pleasssseeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

I don't know what happened but I saw myself that I was in Han River. "You came..." she exclaimed. "Okay... I need formally say goodbye on you..." she paused. "...I think we aren't meant to be so better I open up my heart to others... because whatever I do, you aren't going to fall in love with me even just staring my face... you can't do..." then she gets something on her luggage and gave it to me, "Here! I don't need that anymore... And please forget all the things about me..."

"After this, you won't see me again... Thank you and goodbye!" She added before she left me.

~*~

"Look? This is so cuuutttteeeee!" she giggled while showing the panda keychain on me. "I think Yui would like this. I shall buy for her..."

~*~

"Wow! You're amazing, RapMon!" she said while hugging my right arm, "I-I'm sorry!" then she back on her being hyper, "I don't wait to hear that on stage!"

"I want to congratulate you early because I want to be the first person to congratulate you. I hope that song will hit the number. Fighting!" she added.

~*~

"Guys, do you want to watch movie?" she asked on us, "Which movie do you want? Hmmm..." she added. "I want horror!" Jungkook suggested.

"Aish! Do you want to be a shoulder to hide of Rowena, right Jungkook?" Taehyung teases him.

"You're jealous!" – Jungkook

"No, I'm not!" – Taehyung

"Okay. Shut up!" Joy shouted that's why everyone keeps their mouth shut. "I have here THE RING... they said this movie was very awesome and scary...So, do you wantto watch this?"

"Of course, why not?!Who's afraid of ghost? Me? I'm not." Jungkook half laughed and the others agreed to watch that movie. Then, she put the CD to the player and everyone get exciting to watch that movie.

While we are watching, I was amazed on her that she didn't afraid of horror movies unlike others... screaming even in the first part of the movie. "What the heck, Kookie?! Can you stop screaming?!" Junyoung irritated. "I'm not afraid of ghost!" Jungkook said. "Who the heck saying that you're afraid of ghost?"

"Couz...?" he called Junyoung while making aegyos. "Yuck, couz! Rowena can you pulled this guy away from me?!" and we all laughed.Instead focusing on watching the movie, we are laughing on what is Jungkook's action towards the others while watching.

~*~

"RapMon..." she smiled and I smiled, too.

"RapMon..." she laughed and I laughed, too.

"RapMon, I want you! But, why don't you looking back on me?! Wae?" she cried and I cried, too.

I don't know...

I don't really know...

I know that I loved Miyu...

But why I always looking on you...

BEEEPPPP!! BEEEPPPP!!

Then, someone grabs me from danger and I saw it was a girl, I think she was in the age of 15 or 16, "Oppa, are you okay?" I looked on her and out of nowhere I uttered her name, "Joy..."

"RapMon Oppa, I'm not Joy!" I was shocked when she noticed who I am and suddenly I looked on my outfit. Aish! I don't wear my disguise! The heck! "RapMon Oppa, who's Joy?"

"Nothing." I answered.

"Nothing, Oppa?Maybe you think that she was nothing for you but you don't realize that she was already having space in your heart...." She paused. "Huh?"

She shrugged, "Never mind that Oppa. Now, I know that you're safe, I relieved. Promise me, Oppa?" then she showed her pinky finger. "Hmm... Promise me that you're going to safe for all the times and also to your group. Also, I want to hear your new songs wherever I am. Promise?" when she noticed that I don't reacted on what she says a while ago, she get my right hand then she connect her pinky finger to my pinky finger. "Promise!A promise between us will keep on us. Promise sealed!"

"Is that so?" and she nodded, "Okay, Oppa. My parents are calling me now... see you to your next concert. Bye!" she said then she ran towards to her parents. "Wait? What's your name?" I asked while I'm looking on her direction. "Ahn So Jeong, Oppa!" she answered me after he heard my calling.

What she mean on that? She's nothing on me but she was already having space in my heart...? I don't get it?