Fate ( Dean x reader )

Confusion

Your POV-----------------------------
The next day after me and dean's "moment" he was acting strange. Stand offish, like nothing happened between us. I was kinda butt hurt about it but i wasn't going to say anything for now. 

We had just finished a case about four hours out from where bobby lived. It had been almost a month since dean and i had our heated kiss. He was still distant and in all honesty was acting like an ass.

"Well i'm going to go to the bar. See you guys later." Said dean as he left the motel room. As soon as i saw the impala pull out of the parking lot i had to talk to sam about it. "Hey sam , can I ask you something?" He turned to me with concerned eyes. "Of course, what is it?" I took a deep breath and spoke. " Haven't you noticed deans weird behavior lately? I mean he's really distant and kinda being a jerk. He's acting as if nothing happened between us. I haven't mentioned it to him because i feel like he thinks he made a mistake with me." It was hard for me to open up like that but i trust sam, he's a good friend. " Honestly Lauren, I have noticed it. I didn't want to say anything either because i didn't know if you guys had a falling out of what but yeah. Maybe you should talk to him about it?" Sam said with sympathetic eyes. "Yeah you're right. I'm gonna go to the bar and see if i can find him. Wanna come?" He smiled. "Sure i could use a drink."
Sam sent dean a text letting him know that we were headed to the bar. All he responded with was "Whatever." Whatever?! Ugh he was acting like such a douche and I was going to find out why.
When we walked in the bar you could smell the desperation and troubles off all the people who were soaking all their problems in alcohol on that Thursday night. I spotted dean and i couldn't believe it. He was flirting with some skanky girl and they had their hands on each other. He knew i was coming and he pulled this?! Obviously i didn't matter to him so i took this as a sign to move on. Sam saw the sadness and anger on my face when i saw dean . He put his arm on my shoulder and gave me a 'sorry my brother is a dick' smile. I just smiled back like i was ok but it wasn't convincing.
Sam and i sat down and drank away. Soon a man sat next to me but i didn't bother to look at him until he spoke. " hey." His voice was as smooth as silk and i loved it. I turned to look at this man and he was beautiful. He had such chiseled features and these mesmerizing ocean blue eyes that glistened in the light. I smiled. " hey." He smiled back. " I'm Oliver, what's your name?" Gosh his smile was intoxicating. " I'm Lauren." We talked for about an hour and i was having a great time. Oliver was so nice,funny,charismatic, and hot as hell.

"So do you want to go somewhere more private?" He asked with that stunning smile."Sure." I replied with a grin. As i stood up and started walking to the back of the bar, Oliver put his hands on my waist and started nibbling on my neck. This caused me to laugh and smile. "Oliver stop ittt." I said smirking but he just smiled into my neck and continued leading me with his hands. "Hey pal, I suggest you get off of her." I turned around to find dean standing right behind Oliver and he looked pissed. "Um back off dude." Said Oliver while turning back around to face me but then dean pushed him away from me. " I mean it man." Said dean with anger in his eyes. "Dean stop it. Leave him alone." I said trying to calm him down. Gosh he was acting crazy. "No, this guy was all over you and he needs to keep his hands to himself." He replied. "Uh obviously there is something between you two some I'm just gonna leave." Said Oliver as he quickly left the bar. I turned to dean. "What the hell dean?! Why did you do that?" I was pissed. " Because he was all over you and it made me sick!" Ugh he had no right to say that! "Since when do you care about who's all over me?! Last time i checked you've been completely ignoring me and acting like a douche bag after we kissed so i thought you wanted nothing to do with me?!" I couldn't hold back the tears at this point. He looked at me with sad eyes. He lowered his tone and spoke. " i know i've been an ass but it's only because i don't want you to get hurt. Every person that i get close to dies and i can't let that happen to you. But don't you ever say that i want nothing to do with you because that's not true." I stood there shocked. That was definitely not what i was expecting. "Oh.." was all i could manage to get out. He looked down at me, our eyes locked on each other. I took a step forward. " Dean, i can take care of myself and honestly i'm bound to die anyways being that i've been a hunter all my life." He sighed. "Trust me i know you can but this would just make you a bigger target and i don't know what i would do if anything happened.." i cut him off " I don't care." We were inches apart. I could feel his body heat on mine. " Are you sure this is what yo want because." I cut him off again. "Dean just shut up and kiss me already." And with that he put his hands on my hips and i put one hand around his neck and pushed his lips onto mine. Fireworks. That's all i could see when our lips met. Being this close to him felt like i was finally coming home after staying at a strangers house. It felt right. Suddenly everyone in the bar started clapping and cheering us on. I pulled away to see everyone staring at us and sam just smiled at me. Dean pulled me back into the kiss while fist pumping the air while everyone still cheered. Gosh he was such a dork but i loved it. It's funny how you could go to being so angered with someone to melting in there arms within the same day. But that didn't matter to me. I was just happy to be with him.

When we got back to the motel we both couldn't stop smiling or keep our hands off each other. That night I feel asleep in his warm embrace.

Authors note---------------------------------
Sorry I haven't posted in the last day but i was busy. Sorry again if this chapter sucks but i wrote this at 4:30 in the morning so how you guys like it and don't forget to vote!!thanks!!