Chapter 1: Bandages

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I wake up to my alarm clock ringing, i groan as i turn it off and sit up. Why the hell do i have to go to fuckin school... it fucking sucks! Not to mention the government helped create it but i cant knock out people who piss me off anymore! I growl as i stand up and walk over to my closet and get out a f/c long sleeve shirt, black leather jacket, dark blue jeans with small rips in the knees and a pair of black sunglasses. I set the glasses aside as i get changed into the clothes, brush my hair and put on a little bit of eye liner and then put the sunglasses on. I pull up my sleeves on both of my arms and look at all of the deep cuts i made last night. I smirk a bit as i grab my pocket knife and make a few more. Might as well get a head start... i notice the blood is pouring out of my right wrist almost like i hit a vein. My eyes widen as i feel fear take over. No no no no... i cant... i cant go back... i start running around looking for more bandages. I cant... no no no NO NO NO... I CANT FUCKING GO BACK..... i just.... i cant... no... i run out of my room straight to the bathroom and lock the door behind me. Where... where are they..? I start looking for bandages. Cmon! Life or death here.... and i wont die because they wont let me... so ill pass out from bloodloss and then i have to go back! I dont wanna go back! No no no no no no! I find the bandages as i hurry up and start wrapping my right wrist as my vision blurs slightly. I finish wrapping it as i hurry and move onto my left wrist. I finish wrapping them as i pull my sleeves down and act calm as i clean off my pocket knife and flip it shut as i slip it into my pocket as i walk out of the bathroom. I walk downstairs as i walk to the door. "Going to school..." i say. "Alright, have a good day!" My parents say. "Yeah, i will!" I say pretending to be happy, but really im not happy, im broken. I walk towards the school as i get a text from my mom i pull out my phone.

Mom- hey, dont forget after school today to come straight home, we will be driving to the new house and you will be starting in that new school tomorrow.

M(m is me/you)-yeah yeah okay.

Mom- y/n im not joking, i need you home on time tonight.

M- yeah sure okay ill be home.

Mom- thank you sweetie!

M- ...yeah...

M- no problem...

Mom- love you, have a good day!

M- yeah yeah mom i will, love you too. Bye.

I turn my phone off slightly annoyed.

~~~~ time skip to after school ~~~~

I hear the bell ring as i get up and walk out. "Look, theres that freak." Someone says. "Diablo." "Freak" "demon" "creep" they keep insulting me, i dont care anymore. Ill be moving away from these dumbasses once and for all.

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