10 years

Chapter one

He gripped my hips causing me to gasp as my hands slowly explored his tones chest and muscular arms, his lips crashed into my neck, I feel him smirk against the sensitive skin as a deep moan escaped the back of my throat, his touch causing fire to spread over my body, weakening my knees. In this moment my body craves him, my body begging me to give in to his charm.

He pushes my back against the wall pressing his whole body on top of me allowing me to feel every inch of him, including his excited Jr.

"Louise if you want me to stop tell me now or I won't be gentle" Liam's voice was husky sending chills down my spine.
"What ever you do don't stop" my voice was becoming weak, his plump lips curving into a smirk before crashing into my own.

His hands gripping my hair as he dominated the kiss, suddenly feeling alone and cold I opened my eyes only to find the room around me empty, flopping down on to the bed kicking myself realising it was all a very realistic day dream about my older brothers best friend,"ugh I need to stop doing this" I screamed into my pillow.

"Louise are you home?" The husky voice came up the stairs I instantly knew the owner of it, the boy of my dreams.
"Liam I'm in my room what do want?" I responded trying to sound calm even though my heart was beating at a speed of 200m/p.

My door swung open as the tall muscular figure strolled in, his long hair contained in a beanie which wasn't a surprise, he came and sat on the bed next to me and placed his hand on my bare thigh sending fire through my veins.

" we need to talk about the other night...you kissed me,why?"his eyes looking longing at me.
"Liam we don't need to talk about anything it was a mistake for get about it, your my brothers best friend, your 27 and I'm 17, 10 years difference is too much it would never work I know that I just wasn't thinking, Liam please for" a hand over my mouth cut me off, I scowled at liam waiting for him to remove the hand.

"Louise just answer me do you have feelings for me?"his voice low and gentle causing me to melt as he spoke.
"Yes" the next thing to happen caught me completely off guard
He kissed me... He actually kissed me I'm not dreaming this time either.

He moved his kisses down my jaw and down to my neck his hands slowly moving up my thighs and making their way to my hips lifting me slowly and pulling me onto his lap as his tongue dances across my lower lip asking for entrance I quickly parted my lips allowing him to take control.

Just as his hands started to lift my top over my head my door swung open causing me to jump off Liam's lap and for him to go bright red as he looks at my brothers face of anger before grabbing his phone and running out the house only to be chased by his best friend and leaving me once again alone in my room.

Two weeks later

Me and Liam had been caught in the most compromising positions you could of thought of and every time it ended the same way, my stupid brother emit chasing him out of the house. When will he learn I'm not a baby anymore I'm allowed to have a relationship, I'm allowed to kiss people and I'm allowed to have sex. And the man I want to have sex with is Liam.

And from what I have felt I have learnt that he's big its gunna hurt but it will be worth every second of the pain.
Clearly this relationship isn't going to work I think it's time I try to move on, thinking about moving on rips me to bits but I have to move on it's the only way I can feel the sour sting of tears trying to escape, I release them into my pillow as a cuddle up in my king size bed, just as my dreams started to take over I felt my bed dip beside me I didn't need to look to know it was Liam my body always reacts to him I'm under his spell, as he pulls me closer to his chest I begin to cry again but for a different reason I am falling in love with this boy, scrap that he's not a boy, I am falling in love with this man this man that's older than my oldest brother but I don't care I want to wake up next to this man for the rest of my life I want him and only him.