Broken

Tears

No one notices your tears.

No one.

I stood in front of my mirror. Looking at my face.

My 'normal' cocky grin was replaced with a straight line. My usually grey eyes filled with mischief, were bloodshot and filled with sadness.

I couldn't do it anymore. I just couldn't.

I couldn't just laze in my room, listening to my mother's crys of sadness.

I finally decided, to do what I had to do.

I casted a non verbal spell to pack a suitcase full of 'necessary' things. I went to grab a piece of paper and a pen.

Mother dearest,
I am so very sorry. I can no longer stay here. I am no longer myself.
By the time you read this, I have already left. I don't know where I am going, but I will find a place to live temporarily.
Mother, please stop. You are no longer healthy, please, for me and Father, get treatment. I can no longer stand the sobbing I hear when I pass by your room. You are a shell of your old self, Mother.Me leaving shall be the best decision I can make.
Remember, I love you. Please, for me, stop.

Love, Draco

I placed the paper onto the doorstep of her room. Hearing her breathless sobs. She was no longer her loving self. Who was I to say. I was no better.

I collected my suitcase and went to find Dinky, my mother's favourite house elf.

'Dinky, I am leaving. I left a note on Mother's door step. Please make sure she gets the medication she needs.'
I forced a smile at Dinky.

'Dinky will do her best, sir. Dinky hopes sir the very best. Remember to visit, Master Draco, sir.'
Dinky said.

Her next action surprised me most, she engulfed me in a hug. I surprised myself my hugging Dinky back, having a small smile. I let go and smiled once more.

Walking towards the door I felt sadness pull my heart strings. I feel instant regret, but I know in my heart, that this is the best decision. I too felt guilty, for leaving my mess of a Mother behind, but I could not do anything before she opened her eyes. Father was in Azkaban, there was nothing we could do.

I finally twist the doorknob, opening the door. I quickly stepped out and closed the door. I took a deep breath.

Diagon Alley.

I apparated into the crowded street of Diagon Alley. I quickly made way to to side, taking in my surroundings. Everyone looked, happy. Something I haven't felt since 5th year.

I walked quickly to The Leaky Cauldron.
I had a desire to drink, anything.

I sat down at the corner of the bar, ordering 10 shots Fire Whiskey.

To drink away the pain. If, I still had any emotion left.

Before I could get to my first drink, I heard a soft strangled Sob coming from my left. A curly haired witch was crying. I looked over to her and then back to my drinks.

I sighed.

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Thank you for reading! This chapter is very much serious. What do you think will happen next? What is going to happen to Draco? Look out for book updates! And, the characters in this book will look like how I imagined them when reading the book. So, you can imagine who you want as the characters. Like Tom and Emma.But, please respect how I think the characters look like. Feel free to disagree :)