This is a story about a abused girl who found her self being bullied at school in 10th grade. Then next thing you know she is scared for her life and is too scared to let anyone in her life that she can call friend and a kid named Niall Horan is trying hard to help her but she refuses to let him help her .
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Whore. Fat. Ugly. Slutt. Bitch. Dumb. Stupid. Witch. Skank. Loser.
Well these are stuff people call me and describe me . My name is Ammanda and I'm 17 years old and I was 12 when I lost both my parents and sister that hasn't even been born yet in a car accident and it is hard to be me .
Well my foster mom brought me in and her boyfriend has a problem with hitting me over and over. Well that is a story for later but for right now I'm in 4 core for the day and its math .
"Ms. Jones can you repeat the question for me ?" Mr. Hills asked me pulling me out of my thoughts
"Ha it looks like someone was dreaming about pigs today !" Jessica yelled from the other side of the room and every one laughed except me
"That's enough Ms. Parks that is a detention after school today....... so Mrs.Jones can you please repeat the question for me ?"he said waiting for an answer
"errm ...... I well you see........ no " I whispered under my breath
" I'm sorry I didn't quite caught that may you please repeat that?" Mr.Hills asked
"No I wasn't paying attention ......" I said a little bit louder
"hmm I see ... well I would like to talk to you after school to day" He said right before the bell rang for our next class .
So I walked to my locker and I was running late and every one had left the hall way so as I manage to open my locker then it slammed shut on my fingers and I let a little whimper escape my mouth and I looked up and it was Jessica and her friend Sarah then she smiled and kicked me in my ribcage
and I fell on the floor.
"aww well if it isn't poor little Ammanda ........ what's the mater huh did I hurt you ?" Jessica asked in a baby tone then I didn't answer her and she said
" Answer me Bitch ........ yeah that's what I thought see Sarah she is to scared ....... see now because of you I got detention" she said with a smirk on her face
" I ....I - I'm s.....s.....sorry " I whispered then she pulled me up by my hair and said
"Oh grow some balls and speak up" then I whimpered and said
"I'm sorry " I said a little bit louder then she said
"yeah you better be " then she punched me in my stomach and left.
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As soon as I got home I noticed a car out side and my chest just tightened because I knew whose car it was and I slowly opened the door and walked in
"Aww princess what took you so long to come home" I recognized his voice and turned to face him and he got up and said " so what to you so long huh? " he asked again and I didn't respond back . Then he grabbed my wrist and said "Answer me you whore" so I bit my lip and looked down
Then he squeezed my wrist again and said "so answer" I bit my lip a little harder and try not to scream then I felt some thing stung me and it felt like I was burning then I looked down and he put his lighter on and burnt me and said "answer me now!"then I said
"I fell on my way here and that is why it took me so long .......sorry" then he let out a chuckle and said
"what ever now go to your room " then I did as I was told and went up stairs and shut the door behind me.
Then I plopped on my bed and pulled out my phone and put some ear phones on and listen to ' Price Tag ' by Jessie J. and then got in to my thoughts .
My foster mom Rachel never was like this she was so nice and kind she adopted me when I was 13 and then something happened to her when she met John her boy friend . Now she is a crack head and every time she gets a check from the government witch is money for me she gives most of it to John and 5.00 dollars to me and spends the rest on crack.
I herd yelling and I got pulled out of my thoughts and all I herd was John yelling and I looked at the time and it was 6:00 pm wow I must have been thinking for a long time then I herd a loud *BANG* noise and I opened my door and went down stairs and saw Rachel crying and John yelling
"WHERE IS THE DAMN MONEY AT ?"
" John baby your drunk please sit down we don't get the check until next weak " Rachel said trying to calm him down
"SHUT UP YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF CRAP" He yelled and then he slapped her so I ran to her and told him
" Don't hit her " and he laughed and pulled my hair and he made me yelp a little then he pushed me against the chair and said
"Lean over ........now" and I did as I was told and he took his belt off and hit me and said " you're worthless . dumb. ugly. and a whore" And he kept whipping me and kept saying it over and over . As I looked over Rachel came over and said
"Babe let me you'll hurt your self " and he stopped and gave her the belt and went to the couch and she whispered "I'm sorry " for only me to hear and whipped me some more . I couldn't stop crying and as soon as she finished I went to my room and gently laid on my bed and drifted off to bed.
As you can see my life is horrible
