Lightning |G.D.

Chapter 1

A little disclaimer bevor you start reading.
This book has sexual,triggering,self-harming content!If you can't handle that, i don't suggest you reading it!
Otherwise i hope you enjoy this book!

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I hardly open my eyes, to see that there was shattered glass everywhere, the car was upside down and i slowly bring my hand up to the right side of my forehead fliching at the pain and feeling a warm liquid coming out.

Blood.

I look over to see her,my best friend since second grade,my otherhalf, Anna unconscious with blood and scratches all over her body, not making any noise.

"ANNA!.....ANNA!CAN YOU HEAR ME?PLE- PLEASE WAKE UP" i scream while shaking her,in hope she wakes up."ANNA!HELP!.. SOME- SOMEONE HELP! P-PLEASE!" i scream, sobbing and shaking uncontrollably.
Only hearing the rain hitting against the car. "ANNA! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME! ANNA!"

I hear a faded voice calling me"LAURA!LAURA! WAKE UP! LAU-"

I jump up, tears running down my face and sweat dripping from my forehead.

"Calm down Honey, i'm here shhh- i'm here" my mom said taking me into her arms."Mom sh- she is g-gone, i will n-never see her again" i choke out sobbing even harder.

"Shhh..she will always be with you right there" my mom said pointing to my heart, while i'm trying to calm down.

I get this nightmare a lot eversince the accident, and it feels so real every single time, like it is happening all over again.

Its been a year and four months since the accindent and i hardly eat or get out.I feel like.. paralized.I've changed completly and i hate it!

I used to be a happy, positive girl, always seeing the light in the dark, maybe because i had that light right by my side, Anna.

She would always find a way, to make me laugh and make me happy when the only thing i wanted to do in that moment was cry.

Now that i've lost her there is nothing but darkness.

I feel no emotion eccept for guilt, pain and emptyness.

I started cutting.
Cutting made me feel a diffrent kind of pain, it was a good kind of pain. It felt like i deserved it, as a self punishment. If it wouldn't have been for me, she would probably still be alive.

"Now go to sleep honey, we have to get up again in two hours to leave to the airport."my mom said calmly.

I forgot for a second that we are moving to New jersey, since my parents think i can't live here anymore, because here are to many momories of Anna.

I nod and lay my head on the pillow, thinking about how it will be like in New jersey? Will it be better for me? I feel myself slowly falling asleep.

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So this is the first chatpter of 'Lightning'.
Btw. that girl in the box thingy is laura.
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Peace out!✌💜