Hi, I'm Louis Tomlinson. I'm 22 years old and live alone because my whole family died in a plane crash a few years ago. I'm depressed and In pain emotionally 99% of the time. I go to the bar every night to get drunk, but it doesn't help. It doesn't get rid of the pain, it only numbs it. I've tried to go with my family, but it never worked out. Such as my unsteady finger laid rested on the trigger but somewhere deep down inside my hollow body, there was a voice. A voice that warned me, warned me not to pull the trigger. So I listened to that voice and still do as it guides me though the torture and hell called my life. So many times have I been told I shouldn't be alive, how useless I am, that I never should have even been born.
And I couldn't agree more.
~Taken..
