Beautiful To Me

Chapter 31

Chapter 31!

Hazel's POV**

"Jude, hun, wake up, we're going out to eat breakfast with a friend." I say already dressed in black jeans, a white tank top, red shoes, and my red jack thanks to my amazing fiance, Zayn.

"Food! yay" Jude says jumping up.

"Remind me to keep you away from your uncle Niall, little guy" I laugh to myself. I get him dressed in pants and long sleeve white shirt, with white shoes. 

"Ready?" Prim says as I'm walking down the stairs.

"Oh yeah, I'm starved" I say, we get in the car and drive off. Before you know it we're outside of the diner, where my life changed forever, with Zayn gone it makes it kind of a downer, I didn't know we were coming here.

"Hazel! Prim!" Jenna says waving us over to a booth she is sitting in. We slide into the seats.

"Hey what's wrong Hazel?" Prim says looking at me, her eyebrows furrowed in worry.

"Nothing, I just didn't know we were coming here" I say with a small smile.

"Do you not like it here?" Jenna asked confused. I chuckle.

"No, I love it here, it's just this is where I first met Zayn. Being here just makes me miss him alot more, but let's push that aside and just order. I'll be fine." I smile.

"Are you sure we can go somewhere else" Prim says

"No really its cool, I love the food here" I say, she nods.

"And who's this little guy?" Jenna says smiling at Jude, who hides by putting my arms over his face. I laugh.

"Jude you aren't shy, this is Jenna she's a friend of ours, say hi" I say to him, he peeks at her.

"Hi" he says quietly.

"Aww, you're adorable, hello pleasure meeting you"  Jenna says grinning.

"He's my son" I say, we hadn't told her about him quiet yet. She looks up at me and smiles.

"We have got alot to discuss" she says with a small laugh.

"Yeah, we were hoping we could have like a sleep over, even though we might be to old to but we figured it be perfect to learn more about eachother" Prim says 

"Sounds like fun" Jenna says before the waitress comes to take our order.

"Hello, I'm sorry for the wait, I'm Kasey, i'll be your server today, can I start you off with some drinks" she says while digging in her apron for her notpad, she looks up then "Oh hello Hazel, how are you" she says, I admit me and Zayn had come here our fair share of times, I love it, and all the employees are so nice.

"Hi kasey, I'm well, thanks for asking, and yourself" I say smiling

"oh busy busy, the usual for Jude and yourself?" she says, I nod.

"Thank you"

"and for you two?" she says looking at Prim, and Jenna politely.

"Strawberry lemonade" Prim says kindly

"Umm, I'll take a sweet tea" Jenna says

"Alright do you girls still need time to order or are you all set?" 

"I'm set, I'll take the eggs and sausage" Prim says handing her the menu.

"Same for me" Jenna smiles doing the same

"Ok we'll have your drinks out first and then your food" she smiles walking away.

"You come here often?" Prim says in a teasing tone with a wink, I laugh.

"Oh you know once or twice" i say, making us all laugh, the rest of breakfast was spent like that, laughing, Jude finally loosening up, cracking some terrible jokes he learned from Harry. After we finished we head home.

"This is it" Prim says as Jenna gets out of her car.

"Wow, it's so nice"  she says looking around the house"

"Thanks, it's home" Prim smiles.

"Alright well, I have to go to work, but I'll be back in a few hours, don't destroy the house girls" Prim says walking out of the door.

"Oh, what I was gonna have a party" I yell with a pout.

"Better not" Prim laughs getting in her car. I lock the door and walk to the living room, I set Jude down in his play area and turn on the t.v. Jenna sits down next to me. I turn to say something to her but my phone rings.

"Sorry" I say looking at her and answering my phone, she shakes her head and gives me a thumbs up.

"Hello" I say not even looking at the color i.d

"Hey love, you didn't call me when you landed I've been worried, i've called you about a hundred times" Zayn says his voice strained with worry.

"Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry, I completely forgot, I got here so tired, and then I went to have breakfast, but i saw the jacket, thank you" I smile pulling the jacket closer around me.

"Ok, it's fine, i'm sorry I was just worried is all, and your welcome anything for you" he says his voice relaxing. "oh crap i have to go, Paul, is yelling" he says ,I laugh.

"Good luck" I say. He chuckles

"I love you, bye baby"

"I love you too bye love"  I say hanging up the phone. 

Jenna is looking at me with a smile. "You guys are so cute" she says.

"Thanks" I laugh.

"He's the dad huh? that's adorable" she says smiling, turning to face me, a pillo on her lap. My smile fades.

"Actually, Zayn isn't the biological father of Jude" I say, she frowns.

"Tell me, I want to know the long story, of why you came over here to London" she says, I take a deep breath and begin.

"My dad was in the Army and he passed away, when my brother and I were really young, my parents had seperated long before he did, my dad couldn't have full custody because he was always gone. He had no idea how my mom treated us. She was a drunk, she would yell at us for anything we did wrong, or for no reason at all, beat us, Bryce would protect me alot, but when he turned eighteen he left for the Army too, he felt terrible about leaving me with her but I told him I'd be fine, when he left things got worse, I'd go to school with long sleeve shirts in the middle of summer, just trying to hide the bruises, she would just shatter my self esteem, telling me I was hideous and all sorts of things, I started dating the guy, Miles, he told me I was his life, that he loved me, that I was the one, that he would marry me, and I being the stupid pained teenager i was, was desperate for some form of happiness so I believed him, we went to a party and I got a little drunk, and what do you know, I wake up in the morning with a naked Miles, and a naked me in bed, i left furious with myself and him, for two months we didn't talk, but then I found out I was pregnant, i went to his house to tell him, he told me he didn't want the baby, that he didn't want to have to deal with me for the rest of his life, that I was repulsive and disgusting, I left, told him i didn't need him anyway, when I told my mom, she called me a slut and a whore and kicked me out, so I set out on my own, got an apartment barely 17, but the manager of the building let it slide, I worked hard, to have enough money for the bills, and on top of that to try and save for the baby, when I finally had him, he gave me joy, holding him in my arms, it was a struggle though, with him being born, there was a babysitting bill I had to worry about to, but i managed to make it through for two years,  and then I lost my job, I couldn't afford food for my baby boy, I called Bryce in a panic told him everything and he made me come here to live with him and Prim, so I did, all this time on top of everything I was struggling with self esteem issues thanks to Miles and my mother,  but then I  met Zayn, he makes everything easier, brings out the real me, my smile, he makes me laugh, makes me feel loved, and for the first time he makes me feel beautiful, he's the sunshine in my life, the oxygen in the air of my world, he loves my son and takes care of him like his own, and best of all he loves us, he loves me for me" I say, smiling a tear running down my cheek, I finally look at Jenna, she has tears running down her cheeks.

"Wow, you're so strong" she whispers, I smile. 

"You're turn, why are you here in London?"