Why are you writing this you ask. Because I need to reach out and help all the people struggling with tough times and taking the easy route to what's next. Why are you still alive then you continue. Because I had gotten help and awareness of who loves and cares for me. Because my mask of a smile couldn't keep the secret hidden. Because I had failed my attempt. An attempt that would never lead a girl to her first love. An attempt that would shake the lives of eight people. An attempt that would lead to a smart semi well behaved tall foul mouthed teen to a casket where death is surprised that I was early to his home.
