SMITE ME DOWN GOD!

I do not fear you
I do not love you
I do not believe in you
Dear god if your listening right now I don't care for you. You have wronged me so many times in my life that I lost count. I cannot express the anger I have towards you and if there is a hell and it turns out you do exist. I will never be your son or a believer. How dare you call yourself the all knowing god or the almighty god, you do not deserve to even be called god. You say you love us but I don't feel the love. You say you are powerful but where is it at. Show yourself to me, I do not fear death and neither do I fear you. I will treat you as my equal  and I will not praise your name. O lord if you are listening smite me down for this is the last prayer I will ever make to you. All the nights of me crying on my knees will fade away as my faith for you vanishes into thin air like smoke. I will not forgive you for being what you are and you are a lot of things but the only thing that comes into my brain when I think of you is a monster. So smite me down "god" but do not forget that I loved you once, and I gave you all the love and praise but in the end you did not answer my prayers, so from here on out i want nothing to do with the almighty and powerful father who brings pain and wrath down upon his children.
In the name of the father the son and the Holy Spirit amen