Previously on Can't Be Tamed?
"They're rogues in our land."
"They are the rogues Jade!"
"Let me go!"
"Let me see her."
I have a psychopath as a mate.
"I can't mommy she will kill me."
"Yes you can honey."
"This is Aria Coleman I killed Aiden Harbor your mate."
My grip on the phone tightened, the woman on the other line was quiet.
My mother was right; you need to fix the things you broke even if the consequences were death.
"Aiden Harbor is not my mate; I'm Hannah, Jane's sister."
She was Jane's sister as in the sister of my true love's mate.
Hannah waited patiently on the other end while I contemplated; taking a deep breath I got myself together.
"Is there any way I can reach Jane?" My question was necessary. Hannah seemed to hesitate but she finally answered.
"No. I'm sorry but Jane committed suicide a few months after Aiden's murder."She said calmly and composed while I was the complete opposite. I didn't just killed the man I was in-love with I killed his mate as well.
"Hello."Hannah spoke after a pause of silence, well silence in the phone call because in my brain there were so many thoughts and memories rushing threw my head giving me a migraine.
"I am truly sorry for everything, so sorry." I whispered my voice cracking on the end as I hung up the phone, my chest heaving up and down. I heard a shattering noise looking at my phone my screen was broken and glass was all over my hand, tighten my grip even more the glass buried in my palm drawing out blood. A scream of frustration escaped my mouth as I threw my phone at a nearby wall.
My mom was not right; there are things that are so broken you can't just simply fix them.
Both of them were dead! And where am I. I'm here still freaking breathing! With every breath I took I realized how many breaths I shouldn't be taking.
I threw my back to the wall sliding down before crying my eyes out again. When am I going to stop crying? When am I going to stop feeling? When am I just simply going to stop living?
Zach's P.O.V
Her tongue grazed along my bottom lip but instead of bringing me pleasure it made me shudder in disgust. She pulled my shirt over my head and I suddenly fell way too exposed to a monster. This isn't working out.
I pulled away her breathing was heavy and I could smell her scent of apples but it made me want to throw up.
"What is it?" She asked noticing my uncomfortable state, my eyes scanned her face, her brown eyes weren't the big green eyes I wanted to stare into, her blonde her wasn't the dark brown I wanted to run my fingers threw, her swollen lips weren't the ones I wanted to kiss. What the hell is wrong with me? I have this beautiful girl with her legs wrapped around my waist willing to do anything to please me and I'm here thinking of that stupid mate of mine.
I instantly snapped at myself for calling her stupid but I mean she was a little loose in the brain. Who the hell has the guts to come in my land and think they could get away with it. Sure she was beautiful and slightly perfect but my rules are my rules. I should've let Nate slight her throat and left her to bleed out.
'Don't ever say something like that about her!'My wolf growled at me.
"Are you there Zachy." I flinched at the nickname.
"I'm sorry Jenny but I'm not feeling it anymore." I spoke honestly.
I made her unwrap her legs from my waist and took a step away from her.
"What do you mean?" Jenny asked a little pissed off.
"I mean I'm sorry." I said walking her out of my room; she stood outside looking at me in shock.
"You're sorry?" She shouted at me.
I chuckled humorlessly.
"Actually I'm not sorry at all." I confessed slamming the door in her face.
I heard her scoff loudly and stomp off, but I could care less, I was feeling empty. I was feeling sort of depressed which made no f**king sense since I'm always playful. Throwing myself back onto the bed I rested my head on the pillow feeling completely drained.
My eyes felt heavy while I just stared at the ceiling, what time is it anyways why am I so tired?
3:00pm I confirmed looking at my alarm clock. My gaze shifted back to the black ceiling, what was interesting about it, that I didn't know. It seems so empty and simply simple. My thoughts quickly darted off to nothing in particular.
I knew my mate was making me feel this way just because I couldn't stop thinking about that little brunette.
'Hey man you coming to the party tomorrow?'Nate asked threw mind-link.
'Don't think so.' I flatly responded.
'Were the hell are you anyways?' Nate questioned curiously.
This conversation in my head was just nagging more into my brain making me get a headache.
'I'm in the pack house now shut up I don't feel so well.' I snapped using a little of my alpha-tone on Nate but he out of all people doesn't get affected by that.
'Really? Because I'm in the pack house and I can't sense you anywhere.' Nate declared, concentrating my hearing I heard some footsteps in the main hall way.
'I don't know what happening to me man.' I confessed as soon as I heard the door open I knew it was Nate but I didn't bother to move to verify that.
"Why, how are you feeling?"Nate asked but in normal voice now.
I simply shrugged.
"Don't know drained, depressed I guess." I tried to put my feeling onto words, but it didn't work out that well.
"It must be Aria." At the mention of that name my heart skipped a beat and I hated it.
"What must be her?" I asked trying to call her 'her' instead of it because that's what she was to me a problem.
"She must be feeling this way and it's affecting you as well."
"Why didn't you just kill her Nate?" I pleaded my voice coming out weak and defeated.
Nate chuckled shaking his head a little.
"Because her mate tackled me." Nate declared smiling.
"If she's feeling like this I think she needs her mate." Nate spoke up as soon as I stayed quiet.
"Yeah, her brother would not let me step a foot in that house without screwing me over." I told him sitting up.
"Since when a stupid thread scares you." Nate questioned me.
He was right, I didn't want this idiotic mate thing but if it is going to affect me I needed to do something about it.
