There are little words to express how agonizing it is to say this but I want to start with an apology
I am sorry
I am sorry for belittling you. For all the words that have been thrown in that delicate mind of yours. I have given you words that were false and yet I have continued it in your tortured soul more
I am sorry for pressuring you. For putting you in positions you never wish to encounter yet sacrifices are rather made to be appreciated more or so says I and the world
I am sorry for forcing yourself into being your not. The make up, the cake up and the change of your simplicity. It was me who made you think your beauty is incomparable to those around you
I am sorry for making you hate those who doesn't suit your taste. For making you see their flaws and not mine. For taking you into my fear
You see, I have made chaos into you. I had destroyed your purity and your kindness. I have made you shadow yourself into someone's and be them in the dark. Yet I realize- utterly see the catastrophic nightmare I had created over perfection. I made you into someone else
And I am deeply sorry but I will continue to hurt you. To make you fear more, to make you hide under rocks and I will continue until your last dying breath
That is why I am sorry because I am your greatest obstacle and I will take pleasure into destroying every self esteem you hold
So I apologize once again for my horrid self
Dearly from your most darkest imperfection, your insecurity
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