Ours- Colby Brock

Chapter 4.

4.

"I do. But not when...I love them..."

"What?"

He looked away from me. It was obvious that he didn't want me to see his face.

"Umm...?"

"Shut up you loser! You're never going to understand my view on life!"
He screamed.

"Calm down..."

"You're telling ME to calm down?"

I made him really angry.

"Ok I didn't even say anything!"
I screamed.

He grabbed me and threw me off the bench.

He started kicking me. Why does it have to end like this every single time? Why can't we talk it out?

"Why don't you protect yourself huh"

How? How am I supposed to protect myself from someone like you? Tell me how?!

"I see....you don't want to hurt me don't you?"

I don't want to hurt anybody. But you...I do but I know it's not right...

"You're just another one of those skanks who have a crush on me!"

"What?!"
I screamed.

He stopped kicking me. I tried hard to hold my tears back.

"Yeah I know it. You don't have to tell me."

"It NEVER even crossed my mind of me having a crush on YOU! You're so mean and you're my WORST enemy"

His eyes widened.

"What did you say about me?"

"I said the truth."

"That's not the truth about me. You don't even know me."

"I don't know you? You come to me everyday of my life!"

"I just need to let my anger out on someone."

"Wow. That's rude. So you chose me?"

"Yeah you looked weak. You still do."

"Do you ever get nicer?"

"Eh shut up."

He kicked me in the stomach and walked away.

"You'll regret doing this!"
I screamed after him.

I just let the tears stream down my face. My stomach hurts really bad. And I most likely have another bruise.

_A couple hours later_

"Sydney!"
I heard someone screaming.

I didn't even bother standing up after Colby left me. Everything hurts.

"Sydney are you okay?"

I looked up and I saw Sam with a worried facial expression.

"Do I look fine?"

"What happened?"

"Colby happened."

"Oh my god..."

He helped me up.

"My stomach hurts really bad.."

"It's okay we'll go to the nurse."

"No...."

"Why not?"

"I don't want to explain what happened."

"You don't have to."

"Okay then."

"But why don't you want to?"

"If I tell someone about Colby then I know things will get worse."

He sighed.

"Look I'm sorry this is happening to you. I'll talk with him."

"Thank you."

We got to the nurse but really she didn't help me that much. The pain was still a lot.

We got to my house and started doing our homework.

"Hey Sydney you wanna go to the cinema next week with me and my friends?"

"Sure if I'm better till then."

"You will be."

"Who is going to be there?"

"Ben, Caspar, Mike and..."

"And who?"

"Colby..."

"Oh god no I'm not coming."

"But it'll be fun! Let's go out like old times.."

"Sam."

I looked at him.

"I really want to come. And I know you know that. But I'm not going anywhere where Colby is. I don't want to do anything with him. He just lets his anger out on me..."

"He what?"

"Yeah..."

I looked away.

"Sydney I'll talk with him tomorrow don't worry."

"Do you actually think he's going to listen to you? That a talk would stop him? Sam I can't escape from him and you know it. Every time I try to talk it out with him he gets angry and...yeah..."

We both got quiet.

"I'm  his best friend...and he should understand..."
He said.

"Doesn't he do anything to you?"

"No he's super nice...and really friendly and funny..."

"He doesn't cause he loves you. He told me he likes watching people hurting but not when he loves them.."

Sam got quiet for a bit and put his hand on his mouth. He was thinking of something.

"Then in order for him to stop..."

"Yeah?"

Just tell me already. I want this to be over.

"We'll have to make him love you."