A new life

Ch.7

Chapter seven:
"If you keep on hiding your true feelings, who is going to be happy? If you are sad, you should say it out loud!"

Previously: I sat straight up holding myself shaking. "Just a dream"

Yuki's POV:
I slowly calmed myself down and sighed. "What time is it?" I looked at the time to see that it was six in the morning. "I guess I can start getting ready for school" I got up off the couch and stretched. I did my morning routine and headed out.

I made it to school early of course. "I have thirty minutes until people get here" I walked to 'music room 3' to see if the host club was there.

I opened the door to see rose petles and tamaki just tamaki. "Tamaki senpai what are you doing here?" "Oh yuki I come here early sometimes. Why are you here?"

"Oh I woke up early that's all" he nodded. I walked over to the couch to sit down. It was a pleasant but awkward silence between us. "So hey are you feeling ok since yesterday?" Tamaki asked breaking the silence.

I nodded. "I assure you I'm fine!" I smiled at him. Tamaki sighed quietly. "You know you keep telling me your ok but some part of me don't believe you. I just want you to be happy" Tears form in my eyes as I griped my dress.

"I don't know anymore. I act like nothings wrong and put up this façade and walls so no one knows the truth... But in reality I'm just a lost cause. All the things that go in my head are scaring me or making me sad. So many what if's and how my life became a living hell when I got my memory but one thought over powers them all. Him zero the one person on my mind who I can't stop thinking of. I remember the good time and the bad and the worst. I remember one thing that hurt me badly. When he said 'if I don't leave now that I will kill you I want nothing to do with you ever' I left my big brother just for an normal life. I left him so many times and now I'm being selfish. I just wanted to life like a human"

Let's leave it here I hope you in joyed