Can't Go Back (Jeff the killer story)

Chapter 8

Merry Christmas !! Or happy Hollidays! Thought I'd write a Christmas one, it's kind of an extra so it doesn't follow the storyline completely. Yea just read and it will make sense.

Finally, Christmas Eve, supposedly the night that Santa sneaks into your home and puts presents under the tree. I'm pretty sure we all know Santa isn't real but for my cousins sake we say he is. My family is fast asleep dreaming about whatever shit goes through their head, and I'm laying here thinking, correction, over thinking. My brain wonders to the weirdest of places, and sometimes the saddest ones too. It's like being on a bad trip, just a bit worse. It's better than being asleep though, in sleep I dream horrific things, frightening things, and beautiful things. The death and destruction, they entice me but also deeply disturb me. I know it's wrong to enjoy it and that only the insane would think it's funny; but I still let the insanity consume me.

Slowly I drift to sleep, a dreamless sleep or so I think. I don't remember anything in the morning, just that I need to run. I usually wake up sweating and hyperventilating because of a nightmare I'm guessing. The usual, whatever nothing has changed I don't mind, you get used to it, helps get me active. I do a mile run up and down my street every morning, it calms the brain. Once I get back inside everyone is awake and laughing and sitting by the tree. "MERRY CHRISTMAS ANNA!!!" Said my little cousin hunter, he's 8, super hyper kid. "Merry Christmas kiddo." I say while ruffling his hair and walking towards the tree. I scanned the presents laying under the tree, looks like we all had 16 each. I honestly didn't care how many we had, it was just nice to get something, hell I wouldn't mind getting a pair of socks or underwear. I get snapped out of thought by my aunt trying to talk to me. "Anna? Hello?? Any one home ?" She asks
"Oh yea sorry auntie, just thinking." I reply
"Since your done let's open presents!" She says as she gets up and strides over to the couch.

~time skip~

We've all opened our presents and now it's just kinda become a lazy day. Hmph not too shabby, sleep, eat, and watch anime.
Good day to me, shit eh guess this won't last long.

I started a new anime and finished it all today, wasn't that hard to do only like 26 episodes. The future diary I think is what it was called. I always choose the ones with the phsycos in it, kinda proves I've got a thing for the insane. That's not bad right? If I could date a serial killer and have him love me for me I would in a heart beat. Pretty sure people who can kill no problem wouldn't be able to love though so that sucks ass. Oh well the cops would catch them anyways, never truly get to be together. Pft what am I even thinking? Probably just hunger making me over think shit.

~~slender POV~~

I was planning on killing this one but it seems she isn't quite all there in the head. She is sort of like Jeff when he was young, always getting into fights, smartass, deeply disturbed. I think I'm going to watch this one, maybe she can become a creepypasta some day. I'll send Jeff or Ben to get her in a year, until then let's watch her progress.