Thankfully it had been two weeks since my sideshow status as a suicide freak. Which was about to end and my neck brace was on the verge of retirement. Thank God. For six weeks I'd fantasized about one thing. It centered on any and all parts of Jack. It wasn't like I was obsessing over him or anything... or that I've counted each and every time he has smiled at me since school started.
Ok Maybe I was obsessing just a little... or a lot.
But it was keeping away the thought of the anonymous carefrontation. The letter. Which I was desperately trying to forget. I still couldn't think of who would write such a horrible letter. " stand out more" standing out more was not a problem considering the fact that I was labeled as " the girl who tried to kill herself." Blending in was the problem.
Which didn't go the way that I planned of course. As if anything goes my way now a days. Maybe my mom was right. A huge neck brace with all of these different parts connected to it was ok for now. It definitely caught jack's attention. Smile number 12. If I was counting... ok I was counting and he indeed smiled at me 12 times. Jack smiled at me Twice in less than 5 minutes, which obviously means he was thinking about me... right ?
Hopes for my fantasy to become my reality has been reignited. I was high on hopes and...
Lorena's sweetness. She was so out to get me. Why ? I totally have no idea she just hates me for no reason. New me has to embed some principles. There were times of being above the situation and other times sinking to the bare-ass level of your worst enemy. And so I did. For once there was nothing to say except, I will make it my life's mission to destroy you Jenny hamilwhore.
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The Awkward Life of Jenny
Teen FictionA teen whom blogs her life and tells her readers about her accident which leads everyone to believe she tried to kill her self, broken friendships, heartbreaks and the beginning of rock bottom.
