The lost boy

The dare. *trigger warning.*

*months later•

Konnan decided to join
Bradford high, there was only a month of school left but he didn't wants anyone to know his secret , so he stayed low.
Until he had gym. He begged and pleaded but the school said he had to use the girl locker room, he would get there super early so no one would see him until Brooke showed up looking for her earrings, one of the known drama queens, she told her friends, who told theirs,
Soon the whole school knew, konnan was the only trans kid out of the whole 1,300 students
Who attended here, he was getting bullied left to right, getting spit on at lunch and notes in his lockers, he acted like it didn't bother him but I could tell inside he was hurting...
Finally the last Friday came for school. And after
Marco And Nora wanted to go to a party, me and konnan and red tagged along, Jacob was grounded for a week all because of chores.
The party wasn't to big
Around 35-40 of us all from school,
It wasn't too bad until some girl, tall with black glasses and blue eyes said
"Hey! Let's play spin the bottle."
A classic game where whoever the TO sides of the bottle land you have to kiss the person on the other end, I only played this one other time when I was 11, I got to kiss my all time Crush but realized she was a hoe in the 8th grade.
15 of us agreed to play, Marco,me,and konnan where in. Nora had never had her first kiss and didn't want it to be from a game, so she went to the kitchen. Red was of making out with a random chick.
After forever it was finally my turn after being kissed by a short shy Spanish girl named kiki,
I spun, with a lot of force it took the bottle forever to stop. When it did
The volume in the room dropped.
It landed on konnan.
I- I'm not kissing him! I explained
Konnan was red and agreed
"I'm not gay, neither is Justin."
Him just saying my name made me enbarassed
"You have to!" "It's just a dare." "No backing out!!" They all Where shouting, but they didn't have to kiss the same gender !
Finally I kissed him, quick and short. At least that's how I thought it would be. Until konnan didn't stop. I pushed him off of me,
He fell back and knocked his head on a coffee table.
"What's wrong with you!"
I yelled
"N-nothing." He said shocked
People started laughing and muttering.
Until I noticed Broke took a video of the whole thing !
I ran out of the room, where I found Nora in the kitchen
After I briefly explained what happened
She was surprised,And had no idea what to do
That's when we noticed the yelling and changing
"Fight,fight,fight!"
We peeked out the door to see konnan and Lucas Armstrong arguing he's been bullying konnan for weeks
A tall,white boy with dirty blonde hair and green eyes, he was every girls "dream boy."
He was on the football team and popular.
"Make Me shut up, faggot." After some more remarks
Konnan swung full force and hit Lucas in the mouth.Blood started poring out
Pepole Where screaming and in pure shock, no one ever hits Lucas
That's when Lucas swung into konnan's head,
Konnan dropped to the floor
Lucas kicked him repeatedly until I pushed him off
This was our fight now.
"Leave him alone!"
"Oh look, your boyfriend is here to save you."
Lucas laughed
"I don't fucking like him! I will never like a guy like him.!" I'll never like a guy period."
I screamed
I stormed out with Marco and  behind me. Nora had to pull red off and tell him we had to leave.
We got in the car waiting for konnan
That's when we seen him running out of the house crying, when I Told him to get in he flicked me of and walked away.
Pissed I drove Nora and Marco home
Red walked from marco's and that's when I got home and i got into bed.
"Why didn't he stop."
"If he stopped this wouldn't have happend!"
I muttered
"I hate him." I said.
Almost a week went by until I went to the cabin to check on him, the door was left unlocked, and I found konnan in bed, eyes stained red
"Dude, are you alright?" I said
"Fuck off." He muttered
"If you hadn't continued to kiss me, if you had just stopped we wouldn't be in this mess."
I muttered
And that's when he broke down
"I punished myself for what I did!
I haven't left bed from crying!"
"I- I tried to hang Myself!"
He screamed out
I was in shock
"You what?!" I stammered
And before I knew it he jerked out of bed and ran down stairs, where I herd a door slam,
The bathroom.
I ran after him, scared of what he'd do next. I tried shoving the door opend
It was locked. I screamed for him to open it, repeatedly i kept screaming but he wouldn't answer,
~~~~~~~~
I had to do it I ruined Justin's life.
It was finally time to kill myself. I started the tub and took of my hoodie, the cuts from days ago, where re-opened even worse, blood leaking into the bath tub,
I poured a bottle of sleeping pills into my hand nervous to gulp them down,
Crying and whining,
"I'm sorry, I ruined your life."
I'm sorry I kissed you
Justin couldn't understand what i was saying behind the door
Until I herd a loud snap, he kicked the door open."
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There was blood everywhere
He was looking at me in shock,
I grabbed a towel and put them over his cuts, trying to stop the blood.
I was crying and screaming
"Why would you do this to yourself!"
"It's not worth dying konnan."
I made him get out of the bath tub
And flushed the pills so this wouldn't happen again .
He sat on the floor as I bandaged him up,
I looked into his sad puffy red eyes.
And said "You didn't deserve this...."