T W E N T Y T H R E E

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"How lucky that guy is! How I wish, i was him." I remarked while turning the page.
I continued...

01 February 2016.

I patched up with Dylan and finally he believed me or at least pretended to do so. He's a nice guy. I'm happy to have him as my closest friend and fiancé. But sometimes he becomes unpredictable. I really hate his mood swings!

×××

Just returned from shopping. Today was a good day. He helped me in choosing my wedding dress. But I'm not satisfied with it. The colors and tone of the dress don't go well together. But Dylan likes it, so I agreed, just to make him happy. I don't want to spoil his mood again.

××××

Its been four days, just a couple of more days to go. Then I'll see what life has in store for me. I hope everything turns out good. And whatever Is best for me, comes my way.

I love that boy, I can't deny that. But in this course of the past year, I've learned a lesson that one can't ever change one's fate by force. If something's bound to be in your life, it'll be... No matter how hard you try to kick it out. And if something's not bound to be with you, then it won't ever come. No matter how hard you try.

That's why I've left everything on my fate. Now God will decide my future. And I trust him.

×××

Everyone around me is happy that I'm finally getting married. But I'm not... Something isn't right. I don't feel thoroughly happy. I feel as if something's missing. Some part of the puzzle is missing.

I feel as if I'm stranded in a labyrinth. And I can't find my way out. I want to break free. But I can't...

I'm slowly coming to terms with life and its tantrums.

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