Broken

This isn't very good, but it pretty much expresses how I've been feeling over the past couple of weeks. Life has been so hard at home. Every day has turned into a battle.

In a box of four white walls, I sit in here alone

Abandoned by the ones I love and the place that I call home

Surrounded by the silence of no one there to call

I hope that someone saves me from the damages they've caused

When people stop and stare at me, I think that they all know

About the past, the things I’ve done and the feelings that don’t show

Their lives may not be perfect, but take a look inside

To a house of four white walls, where all the laughs are cries.

My life is not that simple and maybe if they tried,

I would not sit and cry, and hope that I soon die

I would not dream of Heaven’s door and the luck that it may bring

I would not wish my life to end, but it’s the one and only thing

That I could wish upon myself to end this wretched dream

To escape the claws and grasps of life, to laugh and dance and sing

I wish that life was better, and someday it will come

But for now my fellow friend, my time on earth is done.