Christmas

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Is it wrong to feel this way,
Wishing that you just would've stayed.
I'm not sure what to feel,
Sadness encroaches like this is my last meal.
Everyone is happy with friends and family,
I'm just swaying in the wind like a lily.
I'm sorry I cant help it,
I just can't keep my candle lit.
While everyone thanks Jesus,
I can't tell if he really sees us.
On the bright side there's actually snow,
But yet with that I still can't let go.
While the snow is all up in a swirl,
Everything spins around me, wanting to hurl.
I'm scared after this you wouldn't want to go,
But maybe you will, time continues slow.
I'll sit here contemplating life,
Just praying to anyone watching to let this happen.

Please, I'm not asking for anything but friendship

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