Mitzy's Pov
Cut cut cut cut cut....
I was cutting... cutting my flesh. Cutting me.
I was alone on my room. The floor was full of blood, and so was my arm.
Out of no where someone came in. I look up. It was my step dad.
"Ha!, Your worthless. I never liked you and I never will." He yelled at my face.
I started crying real bad.
"Thats right cry, because you know its true." He said. Then took out a pocket knife. He grabbed my arm. And started cutting me.
"OW!" I yelled in pain.
Then i woke up. I was breathing heavily. I was all in tears.
"What the f*ck did I just dream?" I asked myself in tears.
I pulled up my sleeves to check my arm. Yes i did have cuts. The ones I had before and the one's I did yesterday. Ugh my life is so ugh. But I have Nash. He completes me. I just have to make sure he doesn't see them. He might think I'm a creep.
I feel backsleep.
*Same day, just a little later.*
It was 9 am. I woke up and did my daily routine and all. I went downstairs to eat breakfast. Mom and Max were there. I seriously didn't want to talk to them, especially mom. She knew how much I hated that man., yet she wants me to go with him.
"Hey Mitzy." Max said.
I just started at him and took a seat.
"Goodmorning Mitzy." Mom said.
I just started eating. Max and mom just looked at eachother.
"Um well, I have to go to work." Mom said.
"Alright bye mom." Max said.
I just kept eating.
"Mitzy say bye to mom." Max told me.
Ugh these people, I swere tthey dont even understand! And I think Max should understand, especially because he know's. That I would selfharm because of that man. I finished eating, then got up and put my dish on the sink.
"Mitzy." Max said firmly.
I just started whistling.
"Max just leave her." Mom said sounding sad.
Yeah thats right! Now you know how i feel!
"Bye Mitzy." She said walking out the door.
"Mitzy what the hell is wrong with you?" Max asked me.
I didnt respond at all. I started heading my way upstairs. I heard footsteps behind me. Ugh what the hell did Max want?
"Max leave." I say.
"No." He responded.
Oh its going to be a real long day.
"F*ck off!" I said mad.
He grabbed my arm tight.
"What the fuck is wrong with you today?" He asked. "You woke up acting like a little b*tch." He added. Then he just randomly picked up my sleeve.
"Noooo." I say. He was going to see my cuts.
"Mitzy! You promised." He said.
I pulled my arm away from him. Damit he was real mad now. How about if he tells mom? He better not. Omfg I dont know what to do.
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Complicated Love Nash/Hayes Grier/ Matthew Espinosa
FanfictionLove is complicated. Even more complicated when there's two boys trying to win your heart. *First book out of two, the sequel is Complicated Love 2*