He Finds Out I Selfharm

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Mitzy's Pov

Cut cut cut cut cut....

I was cutting... cutting my flesh. Cutting me.

I was alone on my room. The floor was full of blood, and so was my arm.

Out of no where someone came in. I look up. It was my step dad.

"Ha!, Your worthless. I never liked you and I never will." He yelled at my face.

I started crying real bad.

"Thats right cry, because you know its true." He said. Then took out a pocket knife. He grabbed my arm. And started cutting me.

"OW!" I yelled in pain.

Then i woke up. I was breathing heavily. I was all in tears.

"What the f*ck did I just dream?" I asked myself in tears.

I pulled up my sleeves to check my arm. Yes i did have cuts. The ones I had before and the one's I did yesterday. Ugh my life is so ugh. But I have Nash. He completes me. I just have to make sure he doesn't see them. He might think I'm a creep.

I feel backsleep.

*Same day, just a little later.*

It was 9 am. I woke up and did my daily routine and all. I went downstairs to eat breakfast. Mom and Max were there. I seriously didn't want to talk to them, especially mom. She knew how much I hated that man., yet she wants me to go with him.

"Hey Mitzy." Max said.

I just started at him and took a seat.

"Goodmorning Mitzy." Mom said.

I just started eating. Max and mom just looked at eachother.

"Um well, I have to go to work." Mom said.

"Alright bye mom." Max said.

I just kept eating.

"Mitzy say bye to mom." Max told me.

Ugh these people, I swere tthey dont even understand! And I think Max should understand, especially because he know's. That I  would selfharm because of that man. I finished eating, then got up and put my dish on the sink.

"Mitzy." Max said firmly.

I just started whistling.

"Max just leave her." Mom said sounding sad.

Yeah thats right! Now you know how i feel!

"Bye Mitzy." She said walking out the door.

"Mitzy what the hell is wrong with you?" Max asked me.

I didnt respond at all. I started heading my way upstairs. I heard footsteps behind me. Ugh what the hell did Max want?

"Max leave." I say.

"No." He responded.

Oh its going to be a real long day.

"F*ck off!" I said mad.

He grabbed my arm tight.

"What the fuck is wrong with you today?" He asked. "You woke up acting like a little b*tch." He added. Then he just randomly picked up my sleeve.

"Noooo." I say. He was going to see my cuts.

"Mitzy! You promised." He said.

I pulled my arm away from him. Damit he was real mad now. How about if he tells mom? He better not. Omfg I dont know what to do.

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