The Secret

The Trip (Flashback)

Hi loves, sorry I had to change the name from mj to Zack! Sorry please keep reading!

(Flashback)

I promise I will never cut myself again. I promise.

2 weeks later.....

I had to break the promise. I had to. Last night I was listening to music when I remembered something....I remembered where I hid my razor from when..well when I used it..... Zach had texted me to remind me about the party that he was FORCING me to go to on Saturday. His text said " hey babe don't forget about the party tomorrow night..... And don't forget the stuff *wink*wink*" The stuff he wanted me to bring was beer and condoms. I'm not ready for that yet! I know what to do.

That day I locked myself in the bathroom and I cut myself and I bled so much that I passed out. When my parents heard me fall they pryed open the door and rushed me to the hospital. That was the plan. Be in the hospital so that I don't have to go to his party. The next day I sent him a text that said "Sorry I can't go to the party because I'm in the hospital." Let me tell you he was NOT happy!

When I got home I rested like the doctors said. I have been gone for a long time I have already been out of school for 3 and a half weeks. I'm a little nervous. I'm also gonna have a TON of school work.