Can I trust you? (Lauren/you)

Chapter 2

Your pov

I walked in and saw the two who ruined my life.... Fucking Shawn and Lauren. Once I saw them I said "Nope" and walked right out. I ain't going to see them today or ever. Luckily they didn't see me when I walked in.
When I was walking I walked into something or someone. I looked at the person and saw... shit it was my asshole of a fucking manager. " Where do you think your going " troy my manager said. " Home" I said, "Why". " Because I ain't going on a tour with them" I said in a duh tone. " I don't give a fuck what you want to do but you are going back up there and talking to Simon" Troy said. "Do you even know why I don't want to go up there?" I asked. "No and I really don't care because you are going back up there and talking with fifth harmony and Shawn Mendes" he said. "What ever" with that I walked back up stairs with Troy right behind me.
       Once I got up there again I really wanted to turn back and go home, but I couldn't because Troy was still behind me so I only had one choice. So I knocked on the door and waited for the "come in". When I walked in I saw everyone from fifth harmony first and let me tell you they were drop dead gorgeous of course. But my eyes landed on the ones that I missed for years and I still lo... wait what am I say I don't like her at all. And then my eyes landed on him I seriously never liked him I don't even know what I saw in him. Lastly I found my band of course I am the last one what is new. "Hey Simon" I said "Hi y/n" then we got on to the meeting.
During the meeting I found out I was going on tour with them... fantastic. Also Simon slipped out and said I had a daughter ( forgot to say but he knows) and I wish I could have taken a pic of Shawn and Lauren's faces it was priceless. They we so shocked I was dying laughter inside my head. At the end Simon literally made us hang out and get to know each other.
        After the meeting we all agreed to go back to my house, Emily went to my sisters for a while. I really got to know them all today. I found out Shawn was dating someone, I feel bad for her have to deal with his high pitched voice.    (a/n I actually really like Shawn he has great music)  I also found out Lauren was dating Lucy still and to say that that hurt me was an understatement. But whatever the thing happened 4 years ago it's what ever. When I say everyone I mean everyone asked questions about my daughter. But one person stood out, Camila, she hasn't said anything thing since this topic was brought up.
       "Camila, would you like to ask me anything?" I asked and all eyes were on her. I have to admit she is gorgeous and I think I have a tiny crush on her. "Actually, yeah can you tell me everything, like from when you found out about her to now?" She asked "Only if you want to though" I smiled and sat next to her and said "Of course". 
*small trigger warning*
       "So... About 4 years ago I broke up with this girl and she was my high school sweetheart and love of my life," I then looked at Lauren and saw her frowning "I caught her cheating on me with her best friend. " I said almost in tears remembering that day then felt Camila's hand rubbing my back and I smiled at her "after I broke up with her, more like ran away and haven't talked to her since," I said with a little giggle. "I became a huge partier and drinker and had huge depression and even drinking wasn't enough I kinda cut my self" I showed my scars "Don't worry I stopped" I said as I looked at them. "Ok back to my story , I went to this party about two years ago, I was completely wasted and ended up with yet another one night stands, but this time ended a little differently. I ended up with a baby. I was scared bc I was only 19 and I was in college and working as a waitress. I didn't really have support but I didn't want to give the baby up because when I was 16 I had something wrong with me that the doctor said it was highly unlikely to have a baby. Once I found out I was crying uncontrollably I was happy and sad bc I wanted a baby out of love not an accident and not knowing who my baby's father is. But throughout the months I was there alone with my cravings and shit I had no one. The doctors were all surprised when they said I was pregnant and I always went to the doctors to see if the baby was alright because I had to. But when I found out about Emily I stopped everything and made my self move on and get better for my baby girl. And ever since I have been happy because I got the only person that I love with all my heart. Everyone says that I should start dating but I just can't not because of my ex's but because when I was younger my mom was always bringing guys home and basically my sister was raising me instead and I don't want that happening, so it has been me and my baby since day one. But right now it has been difficult to spend the amount of time as when she a younger bc of this job. So yeah that is basically my story from the beginning" by the end everyone was crying so was I
And the the door opened and in came...

A/n: this is later than I expected I have been busy with Christmas and seeing my family. I hope everyone had a great Christmas and got everything they wanted.
-Gina