Legacy.

Push

When I get very sad, I just push people away.

Because I'm so used to people leaving when they see me at my lowest.

I've become afraid of letting people see me in such a state of sadness.

I push them away so that I won't have to suffer through the pain of them choosing to leave.

But I suppose that in the end, when I push you away, it's still you who decides to leave me. 

Oh, how my life has become a contradiction.