Miserable life of a girl who is turning 24

MY CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND

Dad he couldn't Come for Grannies Death.. I wish she was alive, she is expert in stitching, Crochet baby dresses, embroidery and all. I don't remember her much, but mom have told alot about her.. I was 6 at the time she passed away.. Miss her Love and Care... 

                          Miss my granny so much, no word to explain her loss...

May Allah grant her jannah. may All her sins been forgiven.

Ameen

                                         Shabnam is growing now... she is 5 when she entered LKG...  Her best friend was Pakistani Saajidha and my other best childhood friend was from my country Rizmana.. when i was grade 3 i missed my Pakistani friend. She left to her own country with her family.... I use to visit her when she were here.. I often go to her place she, had 4 sibling an older sister Faaizah 1 year older  to her. A younger brother Basiq Khan and two younger sisters Buqayra, and Sumaiya was not even a month old... I still remember my last goodbye, i thought i will never meet her again in life.. I already had her Pakistan phone number and once i spoke to her over the phone.. Her brother we call him BK, he was 4 when i was 10

Aunt answered and when she said its Shabnam BK rushed to talk to me,

he said: Shabnam how is your goats??? When are you coming to Pakistan??? Wilu bring your goat??? 

That innocent voice its still living inside me. I loved him soooo much, i love my best friends soooo much.

I'm a girl Who give maximum love care and all. When i get angry I'm the worst.. When I'm in love I'm the best :)

                      Me and my cousin sister.. Who is 2 months younger than me both of us studied in same school... She is obsessed over weight and very tall.. I'm chubby not Obsessed.... I was 10 when i missed my best friend i guess she left me in year 2000 because 1999 my grand father  Sulaiman passed away... My Pakistani friend came but day after his death...

                            Those days we had lot of goats They were called (JAMUNAPARA) Etawa goat... We had baby Jamunapara and BK he ran to the goat shed and he carried a kid "baby goats are called kid" and he loved it, i don't remember he kept a name too for the kid.. He was soo cute when he was 4.. My best friend  Saajidha and her siblings enjoyed alot. Her nene and kaake was in our country and Saajidas mother is from my country.. Her kake was a Police officer DIG. When i visit her, her kake sometimes stays home and I'm very scared of him. But he is a nice  gentleman.. Nene is very friendly and when i was invited for Buqayras birthday i remember a dish nene made. i don't remember its name but the taste is still in my tongue, that was the first and last i had a dish like that... 

                                                      My grade 3 was bored without any friends, saajidha mite not know, after she left i dint have a single best friend till grade 7 i was alone for a very long time .. 

                            My other best friend Rizmana we were close till grade 4 but my cruel cousin just like her mother started to spread rumor she destroyed my school life i hated going to school.. she was matured than her age.. she started telling everyone at school that my mother is in an affair which was a lie and broked my heart i never wanted to go to school... she always wanted to hurt me take my friends away and destroy my reputation..

 Will continue in my other chap about my cruel cousin FAHIMA......

Till then please give me some ideas guys