She will never leave

Chap.3

Today was the first day of hell(aka school) I wear a black shirt, black jeans, black converse, and a black hoodie. I know it's a lot of black but for me it's normal. I was not to happy to leave my Bella alone ( if you don't know Bella is my dog but in the story). I went to school then to my classes. The whole time I had my earphones on. I love to listen to music so I can except from the world. I set in the back of the classes so I don't have to talk to anyone. Most people don't like to be alone but for me it's better that way because if I make friends then I would get hurt, I can't get hurt anymore, I can't take it anymore, and if I got hurt one more time I will be lost. I won't have love in me anymore. I won't let that happen. When I was small I thought the world was a happy beautiful place, but as I grew up I learned that the world is filled with hurt, pain, sadness, and lost. I have been through so much pain I that I learned to not love, but once Bella came in my life I have learned to love. I won't lose that, I can't, I will not. I will love Bella. I will die for her because my love for her is stronger than any thing. A dog can be your best friend, a dog can protect you, a dog can help you. That is what Bella has done for me.
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