I've known him for four years, coming up on five. I've hidden this secret for that long. I had always thought that I was straight before I met Dillon. When I first locked eyes with him, I thought he was beautiful. I'm seeing him again tonight, it's hard to mask my crush, but I have to because he must have no interest in me. He has a girlfriend, I'm friends with her. It hurts to see him with someone else, but I have to try and move on. Anyways I'm excited to see him.