I continued to think in the silence that followed but then my thoughts were interrupted by the microwave beeping. He went and got his food while I watched. Then he dumped the cheese in and mixed it together. I was trying very hard not to puke at the sight of it. I hate human food it's so repulsive. He turned around and looked at me "Why the fuck are you staring at me? It's really starting to freak me out here." He asked me angrily. "Shut the fuck up you idiot! You do realize that I could kill you anytime I wanted to and I wouldn't even hesitate one bit. Well its true cause I am heartless. I never feel remorse or pain anymore. Some may call me a ice bitch queen but I don't really care what they think. And I wasn't staring at you I was thinking and I was disgusted by the nasty human food you are eating." I screamed at him wanting to take out my anger on something. "I understand that you could kill me in a second and that you wouldn't care I am just trying to act normal here so I don't freak out." He replied calmly while eating his macawhatevathefuckitwas. I angrily screamed back "You freakin fucker you don't understand me one bit so shut the fuck up!! No one understands me and no one ever will cuz no one knows me well enough to understand me! All the vampires are fuckin preps (no offence to preppy people..its just how she thinks) and everyone else is a damn human and they are to stupid to know anything about me!!" He was still just sitting there eating his damn food and acting like nothing was happening. This was just infuriating me more. I was starting to rethink my decision to not kill him when he said something that made me freeze. He said "You are right but I do understand you because we are more alike than anyone I've ever met. We are very similar and yes you are a vampire which makes you different but we are both emo, we both cut, we both listen to the same type of music, and we think similarly. I figured this out and I have accepted it even though no one has ever understood me before." I just stood there and was staring at him with a mixture of emotions racing through my head....amazement....doubt....hate......pain.....anger....a turmoil of emotions. I finally came out of my shock and then realizing what I was doing I turned on my heel flipped my hair and walked out but before I walked out I turned around said "Oh ya I forgot something" and flipped him off. Then I walked out and ran with my vampire speed to my room. Once there I got my ipod and plugged it into the ipod speakers and scrolled through looking for the song that I wanted, Riot by Three Days Grace. I loved this song. It describes how I feel perfectly and I listen to it all the time. Then I grabbed my pocket knife and cut my wrist. And again..... until my arm was dripping with blood. Jayden ran in at this time and stared at me in shock. Then he broke the silence and said "Stop! You have to stop you are going to freaking kill yourself!!" "I can't die you idiot I'm a vampire! Anyways even if I did who would care? No one that's who!" I replied emotionlessly staring at my wrist watching the blood as it oozed out and dripped over my arm to fall slowly to the ground. He didn't say anything after that just rushed over towards me and tried to pull the knife away as I lowered it to my arm again. He was screaming "NO!! STOP IT!! If you kill yourself you will be giving in! You don't want that do you!" He pleaded desperately trying to make me stop. "So... its not like anyone wil notice." I told him calmly. "None of them give a fucking shit about me so just go away and leave me alone." Then he came towards me again and grabbed my arm twisting it. THAT made me mad! Swiftly, moving faster than he could see, I twisted around and grabbed his arm holding it and grabbing the other one holding them behind his back in a way that I knew caused pain. "DON'T YOU EVER TOUCH ME!! NO ONE TOUCHES ME AND LIVES!! DO YOU HAVE A DEATH WISH?" I growled menacingly baring my fangs. I was mad!! "I didn't think so." I said smirking slightly when he didn't say anything just let out a slight whimper of pain and fright. I let him go but not before bringing my lips to his ear and whispering in a frightening tone "You better learn to stay out of my way or else...... you might die sooner than you would like. And you don't want to know how. Trust me it would be very painful. SO STAY AWAY FROM ME! UNLESS I TELL YOU TO COME TO ME!! Got it??" Then I shoved him away out of my room. "Oh ya don't you dare even think about touching anything in this house except for food and the bed in the room I gave you!" I called out the door before I slammed it shut. Damn it!! I lost so much blood that I need to go hunt again! Even after I just fed less than an hour ago! Great.....NOT!! So I jumped out the window then using the control I had I turned on the security system around my house ensuring that Jayden would not be able to escape. Then I ran down the streets keeping to back roads to avoid being seen. When I came to the mansions I decided I would feed on someone special today. To be exact one of my enemies a vampire hunter named John Stalker (I know lame name plus totally suits him.. he is a stalker) had a daughter and I happened to know where he lived for a reason I won't mention here and he wasn't at home so it was the perfect opportunity for revenge and feeding win-win for me at least. Haha! You see all of the vampire hunters know and fear me. They think that I am the worst vampire out of them all and devote a lot of their people and resources to hunting me. So naturally I hate them for trying to kill me..... not that they have ever gotten near to hit but still. So I ran to his house and scouted out any security he had around which luckily for me was very little. I doubt he expected me to know where he lived they would only be worried about me because the other vampires are to lazy to come and try to fight anyone remotely good at killing vampires. FREAKING LAZY ASSES!!!!!! I hate them! Well anyways I climbed over the damn frickin wall and searching with my mind located the girls position and confirmed that no one else was in the house. I climbed up into the tree next to her window and jumped through into her bedroom shattering the glass and causing fragments to fly everywhere. Some hit the girl and cut her making delicious yummy red blood ooze out. The bloodlust overtook me and I darted towards her grabbing her neck positioning it in just the right spot and then biting her neck sucking the warm delicious blood into my mouth. It stopped the aching and healed my cuts immediately, rushing through my body, refreshing me. Yum!! Delicious blood I'm kinda addicted to blood and killing so yaa.... But anyways I kept sucking and drinking the yummy blood til I drained her. Then I darted into another room where 2 guards were talking oblivious to what had just happened and knocked them out with my mind. Then I drained them too. After that I was bursting with blood and so I went home. I pressed the button dismantling the security system and jumped through my window again back into my room. And in my room on my bed was..........
Hey peeps whats up I hope u liked the new chap and guess who is on her bed?? I'll give you a hint.. it's not Jayden its someone else! GUESS!!! I doubt you will get it right though but if you do I'll do a shout out in the next chap for you and you get to name the character!! So GUESS.. is it her bff, ex-boyfriend, brother....... I dunno you have to GUESS!!!!!
