"I. I've stopped listening to love songs because they make me think I have a chance with you.
II.
I've been avoiding our friends for days because you are always with them and I'm not ready to face you yet. They're starting to think I hate them.
III.
I was getting a glass from the cupboard when I thought of you and I felt so sick with loss I dropped what I was holding. It was my favorite mug.
IV.
My aunt got married this weekend and I told her I was to sick to go but really I couldn't stand the thought of seeing a happy couple and maybe that makes me awful but I didn't know her that well anyway.
V.
My best friend asked me what was wrong and I told her I had failed a math test. The truth is I was too scared to tell her I'm losing my mind over a boy. I've never lied to her before.
VI.
I saw you with her in the hallway. Your hands were intertwined and your lips were pressed against hers. You were facing me and our eyes locked and maybe I'm imagining it but I swear I saw a hint of regret in them. I ran the other way.
VII.
My moms worried because I haven't left my room.
VIII.
There are tear stains on my pillow. There are blood stains on my favorite sweater.
IX.
When he asked me to see a movie with him I said I was busy, but really I can't stand the idea of going out with someone else. He had lovely green eyes and it was my favorite movie.
X.
It's been three months since we were together and I haven't been able to have one dream without you in it. They are all nightmares.
XI.
I can't breathe without you here.
XII.
I can't breathe."
—The twelve ways he was ruined me– lily rain via tumblr
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GAMES|| (on hold)
RomanceIt was a game... A sick game that'd leave 1 out of 2 hearts broken. He was the winner, I was the loser. He was the winner of this deadly game called love.
