My first (thug love)

4. wtf

excuse errors and enjoy the story

kaniya

wtf is happening to my life i cried i looked at my mom's now lifeless body i kept crying thats when i heard a flush i hurried up to hide when the foot steps stopped at my mom door i kept quiet it was james and u already know it was him he finally left i went to preach house and cried on the news it said we had no school for the weekend.i just like wtf is happening to my life ....their was a long pause after that word i felt hurt,soft,and angry also confused like WHAT DA FUCK PREACH i yelled not meaning it i was just so fucking lost i didn't even no much about her but bad thing is i didn't get to no her to this point i dont even have a chance now when soemething good happens the bad thing comes my way afterwards i just need time.... i need time to think.preacvh i gotta go i said gett up grabbing my phoner and jacket where she said im just gonna take a walk ill call u when im almost herrer though ok i said opening the door okayy she said i nodded and walked out i walked unti i forgot my situation about you no my mom untill i heard some girl cry in. the alley that made me even sadder and disappointed i walked near her and sat next to her are u okay i said rubbing her back that was the least i could do she nodded her head no.does it look like i am she said looking up she was actually pretty we had the same the same length of hair i noticed the ten bags she had i knew exactly wat happened without asking and to mention she was darkskin...wat happened i asked wanting to no wat really happened...i got kicked out fo-for..... listen my mom thought i was fucking her boyfriend so next thing i know boom im here she shruggled to get the words out her mouth come with me i said grabbing her and i knew she was never trust me because I'm a (stranger) but where else is she going to go anyway we walked to a stand buying milk shakes so whats your name i said breaking the silence between us dyan she replied fast o i said

sorry for the weird errors on the wordsa and i shnt keep lying saying im gonna make it longer this is so embarrassing well sorry it took long for me to right this. my fucking hands hurt but in the media is dyan