i am the human contradiction,
i have no self confidence,
yet i a massive ego,
i want to turn my life around,
yet i want to die,
i want people to think i have no weaknesses,
yet all i want to do is cry,
i want to be the best everything,
yet i dont want to try,
i want to stop hurting myself,
yet thats all i do,
i dont want anyone see my scars,
yet i want them to know im scared,
when i wake up i want to be happy,
but i ont want to wake up anymore
