my journal

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I had a confusing thing happen today. I stayed at the school with O******, S****, J** and S******. We saw Mr.B**** leave the school and we were joking about how all the teachers tried to hide the fact that they smoked from students. Well as Mr.B**** walked out of sight we all yelled "smoking is bad!" At him. We tried to hide and as I did that O****** said "being short is bad too, that's why we're not married yet." What confused me is that he said 'yet' I didn't realize at first but after he said that he also said "that and the fact that we're 13 years old." When we questioned him for saying yet he played it off by saying "I worded that wrong." But he gave a second reason and that's why I think he meant it, he gave 2 reasons for why we're not married "yet" if he only gave 1 reason I would believe that he worded it wrong. It just frustrates me though, he keeps giving mixed signals! Some days he's rude and acts like he hates me but others he is flirting & saying shit like that!!!

HE KNOWS I LIKE HIM!!
why does he do this to me???!!!
-E