As I arrive in front of the bathroom door,half naked,one thought starts to wander my mind.
"How,did I...become like this?"
Flashbacks arise in my mind,starting a powerful ashaming fire of embaressment and sadness.Faces laughing decorate the surroundings.Laughter was ringing considerably deafening.My image blurrs out and I lean unbalanced on the wall.
"You're just a freaking fuckboy.What the fuck did I expect from you?"
"I didn't thought I realized I raised such a...a... "
I awoke from the dark,and I focused on the light coming from the other room.
What happened?
Justin noticed me staring at the ceiling."Hey, you're up.How are you feeling?"he asked."As same as before I think...".He looked at me confused."Well,I think that's good.Regardless of what happened before...You wanted to take a bath, didn't you?"My eyes widened."Um, yeah."
Drops of water were going down on J,gliding on his six pack.I couldn't help noticing he was somehow naked.Only that towel was troubling me really bad.
I walk towards him as I lock my sight on his dry lips."Do you want anything?"he says nervously.I put my arm beside him,slowly touching his back with my fingers,as I make my way up to his neck,then putting my hand below his jaw.I swipe a drop with my finger,as I continue to ascend to his wet forehead.I run my fingers through the cotton candy like hair.I reach with my other hand his.He flinched,making a almost hearless high-pitched sound,looking in my eyes.
"S-Stop..."he grinned."Wait a little more before going to something else."
"Fine."I sighted disappointed."Now,
take a seat,and I'll bring some snacks."
I looked around the room, trying to distract myself from the silence.I noticed a dusty family photo,with its glass broken into many bits and pieces that were sustained by a fragile piece of tape.They seemed happy there.Near by was a backpack.Something was telling me to
rake through his things,and something else was telling me to not.It's pretty obvious which voice I listened to.
I found some thriller books, many of them actually,notebooks and a laptop.
As I open the laptop,I'm welcomed by a bright white light,which transitioned into bright warm colors.It was a Instagram account named @triggeredJ.That was weird.But,it had 20k followers!
How it's that even possible?
I search deeper into backpack,lightened up by the laptop's light.A freaking condom.
Justin walks into the room, and remains silent for a few seconds, as he sees me holding that thing in my hand.
"You have a girlfriend,do you?"
New Years is coming!See what I did there? ;)
