I stand in a haunted graveyard
Fogs swirls in the unholy silence
Snow falls covering mistakes
The gravestone holds my bitterness
A question written upon it's dead surface
Why
Why
Why
Is the question I must make peace with
I am a lost soul
My heart alone
My mind shattered
Failure is my existence
Guilt my soul
Shame my skin
Hate my breath
Masochism my friend
Sadism my companion
I walk the earth searching
No destination known
Pain is my clothing
It strangles in yearning
Black festering torment it's reason
I see you lying upon my grave
You loved me
You saw me
You believed me
You carried me
You weep me
You understood me
Move forward
Move away
Move into acceptance
Stop writing why
Why
Why
Why
You shall never fathom
It is not for you
It is for me
I must be selfish
Even if it is only in my death
Death
Death
Death
For it shall usher in new diabolic
beginnings
