The Handler (phan fic)

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Dans pov-

I walked out of my house and made my way to school making sure to shut the door quietly to avoid interaction with my dad. This was because my dad was a different type, of dad he didn't play catch or teach me, he would abuse and hurt me for being who I am which who I am is a 17 year old gay guy who wears all black and listens to muse. School was the only time where I could escape from the pain of his grip around me. Even though I had no friends and I stayed quiet I liked school because I was safe-ish. When I made it to school the bell had almost rung already I was surprised I wasn't tardy school stared a week ago and i've been tardy twice already. I made it to my first class and sat in my normal desk, last row last seat. This was my least favorite class government just seemed wrong to me. So I normally don't pay attention in this class I just like to take mental notes of what strangers personalities are. Like this new kid I hadn't heard him speak yet but I knew he moved here from Manchester because of gossip and I also knew his favorite color was blue and green from his clothing choice and the way he fidgets with his green and blue shoes. But, there was one thing I still couldn't figure out what was his sexuality he never stared at the girls in this school and I always caught him drawing doodles of boys but I'm not positive if he was that's a good thing for me ;). I guess he noticed I was staring at him dead in the face because he walked over to me at the end of class, I excepted him to tell me hey creep stop staring at me, but really he said " Hi I like your shirt, my names Phil, I just moved here from Manchester." He said pointing at my shirt it was an old muse shirt they were my favorite band, I'm surprised he liked them they seemed pretty dark for how angelic he seemed with his stunning blue eyes and black hair. " Hey there I'm Dan and thanks they're my favorite." I replied and he smiled "I know this seems forward but can we hang out at lunch I don't have many friends and you seem inviting to me" I was shocked no one liked shy emo gay kid at his school. I accepted and he smiled with a grin that made him seem like the sun. For the next few periods he was the only thing on my mind I thought about those striking blue eyes and grin as big as the sun, he was like a little ray of sunshine. I caught myself thinking about him over and over again until I met him at lunch could I be falling. I met him at lunch and he greeted me with a smile. We sat at lunch testing ourselves and asking about our lives I went first and asked him " tell me something no one knows about you at this school?" I smiled expecting a third nipple secret, but he told me the best thing ever " well I know your gay from talk around the school and so am I." I looked him blank In he face for awhile shocked at what he said I guess he caught my shocked face and so he said "sorry if that offended you I shouldn't have si" then I don't know what went through me but I kissed him and then he kissed me back." o wow I'm so sorry I shouldn't have done that," I said shocked that me being me just went for that. " no I actually thank you now I don't have to figure out a way to say I have a crush on you" I was so shocked and happy at the same time I hugged him like there was no turning back, then he asked" so are we gonna be a thing now?" I shook my head and we kissed again. By this time the bell was ringing so we exchanged numbers and walked to classes I cant believe I got a boyfriend. he is my boyfriend. I finished the school day and walked home happy as can be with today, then iv walked into my house and a bottle flew at me and I remembered home. my dad started yelling at me " get in her fag make me some food or I swear" I made him a sandwich but that wasn't good enough for him he came at me with all his might grabbing the kitchen knife and doing his routine slicing into my wrist to make it look like I'm doing It. then he punched me twice but by then he was tired of me and went back to his jack Daniels. at this point I was crying but this wasn't the worst day so I just slept it off dreaming about my philly which helped the pain.