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                   Suga's POV
I sighed before slowly swallowing the the anti depressants, my head is killing me. I made slow heavy steps towards the door as I drag my backpack onto my body, ignoring the random guy my mom was sitting on. "By sweetie!" My mom yelled from inside the house. I just ignored her and began my way towards school. I could drive if I wanted to but that's only gonna be a waste of time. My headache suddenly got worse making me stop. The pounding was all I could hear. It's probably because of these damn pills I thought to myself. I had just started a new dosage and honestly I couldn't tell if they were helping or not but I jus assume they are otherwise I'd be trying to drown myself in a bathtub again. I've attempted suicide five times surprising in the 16 years I've been alive but each time that damned women was home, but what can I say. The bitch has nothing else to do with her fucked up life, if I was her I'd be ashamed to have a son like me too. I sighed as the school came into sight and I felt the hatred I have towards people in general became more evident. I just made my way quickly to my locker ignoring the other students and making my way towards my first class. Soon after three classes it was lunch. I didn't have enough time to pack food this morning but I ate breakfast so it'll have to do. I just sighed going up the stairs to the roof. As soon as I got up there I spotted another figure. Park Jimin his name echoed in my head. There had been rumors about him drinking, smoking, going to parties. But honestly I could care less. I made my way towards the six foot bench and sat down making barely any noise at all. He didn't move he took another drag from his cigarette slowly exhaling the smoke polluting his lungs. I took out my phone opening it. I have a text from that women. I won't be home tonight, I'm going to mikes house. I'm guessing that dude from this morning is mike.
I turn off my phone and tuck it back in my pocket. I sat for a good ten minutes thinking about seriously anything to ignore the ledge in front of my eyes.

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