The Girl Who Lived in a World of Unrequited Love

What is it?

Written on:
April 30th, 2016
12:30 am
Saturday

Unreciprocated love is a pain that fills a heart at least once in its life. For that girl, love was a dream, all that mattered in her life. She knew that even if she had nothing in the future, if she had just that one person, she would be happy. But she is naive, and careless with her heart. She sets it on the first soul she sees, but this time, this soul, she couldn’t let go of. For some reason, a reason indescribable by the words of our language, she felt different. But she was confused, she second guessed her emotions thinking that what she felt about this person was the same thing she had felt for other people before too. This was difficult for the girl, because she was scared. Scared that even if she did become with this person,she would still feel something for other people. See, this girl was let down once, and although she may act casual about love, she in painfully terrified of it, but sees it as beautiful. Like a tiger, it is a stunning and intriguing creature from a distance, but as you approach it, it becomes dangerous. The girl studied love from a distance, wanting it more than anything, but she was terrified of its power. In this soul, she saw everything. A future, a past, and a present. The girl denied any traces of the love that she felt, but as she closed her eyes at night, her heart would ache for her mind to accept the truth. The girl had fell hopelessly into the nature of this other soul. He interested her. He was the same as others, but she felt a difference that she could not ignore. An understanding, a confusion. There were times when this girl could not do much except contemplate this other soul. He was simply intricate.Like a puzzle made of a thousand pieces with one simple answer. The girl felt it possible that this was a puzzle not to be solved, for this was not a situation that you could solve with formulas or numbers. The sheer thought of it made sent the girl into deep thought. How is it possible that she could care so much for a whole other person,a whole other soul, a whole other life.  And so, her confusion continued to hover over her. She knew none but one thing; that she wanted this soul to stay, just for a little while...enough to ease her heart, even if it was just for a second…