The Only One I'll Ever Need - Jelix

{1} For Him

Jacks POV -
"Jack...jack wake up!" Mark said shaking me.
"Ughhh..." I moaned as I rubbed my eyes.

Mark was my roommate, where both 18, where in high school. My mom couldn't afford to pay for me anymore so I had to move out, luckily my friend Mark needed a roommate. Well that's my life.

I also hate school, I'm shy and I can't help it, my only friend is Mark, but he hangs around with his friends. I'm basically alone. But this year is gonna be different today's the first day back and I'm gonna make some friends. I hope.

"Get ready, where gonna be late!" Mark chuckled as he walked out of my room. I sighed as I pulled out some ripped jeans, a random t-shirt and a hoodie out of my wardrobe. I showered and got ready. I sprinted down stairs to see Mark leaned against the door frame with his arms crossed.

"I made us late again didn't I" I said as I put my bag over my shoulder.
"Yep...grab a cookie and lets go," Mark said trying to keep a straight face.
I gave him an 'Are you serious' look as I grabbed an cookie off the side. This made Mark burst out laughing. I laughed to. With Mark I'm not afraid to be myself, but around other people I'm so shy.

We didn't live far from school, only about fifteen minutes. I wish it was longer. I dreaded getting out of bed everyday. I wish I wasn't alive. I would have killed myself by now but there's only one reason I haven't. It was for him.

I had a thing for this guy since the start of high school. But there was a problem....
He was my bully. He annoyed me everyday, I hated it...but at least I can look into his crystal blue eyes. He was cute. But how would a guy like me ever have a chance with a guy like him? It's impossible.

Anyway, him and his friends always pick on me and a some of the other shy people. I don't actually know his name. He's not in any of my classes, lets just say he's not the brightest guy ever.

The walk to school seemed shorter . We got to the gate at stared inside.
"I'll see you after school ok?" Mark smiled.
"Yeah, see ya" I gave him a fake smile. I watched as he jogged to his group of friends. I would hang out with him but I don't want to embarrass him in front of his friends.

So, I walked other to a bench where I usually sit. But there he was, with his friends walking over to me.

Oh shit.