"Confused"

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    My first kiss was behind a house that I'd go to after school to do homework. He was fucking gross, not attractive and way older. We were playing a game, when he told me "Kiss me", I told him no that were just friends. He ended up just kissing me, roughly, and he made out with me. My first kiss was a make out session, with guys whose mouth tastes like blood.
      I ended up dating this guy because I thought that's what you do, kiss and date. Foolish. Once we were all sitting at a table watching tv with the lights out, he put his hand on my thigh. I payed no mind to it, but he moved farther and farther up, until he was rubbing me through my shorts. I had no idea what was happening, I was only 11, so I just got up and left. The same week was the week I found weed in my mothers car. I was confused as to what it was, so I took it to school and showed my friends in class, one of them told me it was weed. After school I took it to the place I did my homework, the guy whose mouth taste like blood, took it from me got his pipe and told me to smoke it with him, so I did. We ended up breaking up.
       I still had to go to that place after school, so we ended up being friends sometimes he'd try to make out with me, but I wouldn't let him, so he bothered me instead. Once I was resting on the couch and he came down, so I pretended to be asleep, so he wouldn't bother me. He ended up sitting next to me and rubbing my legs until he got to the top of my shorts. Someone came in so he stopped. I went home, and never went there again.
      It was my cousins 15th birthday. Her Quinceañera, everyone was drunk off there ass's except me, I was stuck recording the whole thing. I ended up sleeping over in her room with her many other friends. I was sleeping when I woke up to a hard slap to my ass. At first I thought it was just my cousin cause she does that a lot and says I have a big ass. But then I felt someone grinding on top of me and I thought it was her friends and her doing the grind on me thing because at the time that was starting to be popular, so I fell back to sleep. I felt someone whispering my ear I thought nothing of it. While I was half asleep I felt someone trying to put there hand down my pants and trying make out with me. I got up and it was my cousins Chambulan. I told him where my cousin was at and that I wasn't her, this guy was blind as a bat and didn't have his glasses, so that's all I did. The next morning I went to the bathroom to find my underwear torn. It was a confusing time.
          

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