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I cant believe how disrespectful her grandma was. I was so nice i bit my tongue and everything just for Mia. It amazes me how much hate the world has to same sex relationships. Why should we have to be what the world believes is the right thing to be. How do they even know what's the right thing to be?  Hypocrites i cant stand them they want us to accept them for liking different sex but cant respect us?  What if i feel liking different sex is nasty. It really sucks that Mia is going to have to live in a world like this. Me i can handle it because i dont give a fuck how the world looks at me but Mia she is very sensitive everything bothers her. I remember how it felt when i came out to my mother i remember being put out and disclaimed funny thing is i cant even call this past tense because she still disowns me to this day. Well shit enough of this sad stuff let me catch a nap i can use it as i close my eyes i hear a knock on the door ugh i know my dads going to ignore it like he doesnt hear the door leme get up. I get up and walk downstairs.

-Mia!  Baby are you ok -Wipes tears-

-I'm fine its just no one wants us together my family is never going to be able to fully accept us let alone me

-I know Mia but we will get through it sometimes the world isn't going to respect our every decision but that doesnt mean to give up what you believe in

-Dre you dont get it! Im losing everyone i care about all because of this!

-Mia what are you saying....? You still have me.

-I lost my best friend...  My mom is barely ok with us and now my grandma no one supports me no one cares about me -crys-

-Baby thats not true all of them still love you Neshia just needs time. Your mom and grandma just wants whats best for you and right now they aren't sure its me but we together as a team we are going to prove them wrong i need you dont give up on me now

-Giving up on you isnt the problem its giving up on myself im scared of... Dre all my life i have done everything to please my family from my grades to the college im going to apply to my mom even picked my exs and now the one time i choose to pick something in my life i get no support i didnt choose to be a stripper i didnt choose to drop out noo i just chose the person who makes me happy but no thats wrong. Sometimes i think about leaving taking a break on life i dont want to be here Dre i dont

-I understand i really do... Atleast you wanted to tell your mom i wasnt going to tell mines. My mom had caught me with my last girlfriend. We were in bed kissing my mom came in kicked her out and just looked at me. I seen all the disappointment in her eyes. She hated me she looked at me and said Adriuanna i will not accept this behavior in my home... I tried so hard to explain to tell her i loved girls ever since i was born. She didnt want to hear it she put me out and now im here. Its crazy cause my mom use to love the girl i dated until she found out who she really was to me ... I never even got to say bye to the girl i honestly never even broke up with her. Id do anything for my mom to accept me Mia but luckily i have my dad and he took me back

-So your still dating her...

-Mia outta everything i just said thats all you heard

-im sorry i got alil jealous how come you never told me this before?

-i mean there is alot of things i havent told you about me somethings are hard to talk about

-How do you deal with it?  How do you deal with the fact that they look at you differently.

-Sometimes you have to accept the fact that everyone is not going to be ok with it everyone is not going to support you everyone is not going to treat you the same and it will hurt but you have to understand that i dont know why the world treats us like this but they do you cant force anyone to feel or see something the way you do Mia its just something that there going to have to come around to there self.