Black.
Usually a color that most of teens find pretty of this generation. But Lee Jihoon hates it. He hates black so much. He hates wearing black especiall all black. You know why? Because he swore na magsusuot lang siya ng all black kapag may taong namamatay.
He looks deeply into the mirror while fixing his black. Today is Lee Jihoon's 7th time on wearing all black. And this is yet the worst one. Sinugurado muna niyang hindi nahalatang namamaga ang kaniya mga maya bago bumaba, mahirap na they might think of him as a softie. As a little super fragile object na hahawakan mo palang nasisira na. No, he's not anywhere close to being like that. The moment he goes downstairs, madami nang nagiiyakan. Jihoon smirked. He can actually identify faked ones from real ones. Why? Because everyone had been a fake to her. At iyon mismo ang unti unting pumatay sakanya.
As he looks into her coffin, he felt a hand on his back. Trying to comfort him,
"Fake."
He whispered at himself the moment he turned to look who kung sino yung sumusubok na pakalmahin siya. It was his aunt, jinha Choo. He avoided her eyes full of fake tears. Sa loob loob niya, He was pinpointing a lot of things to this woman. Negative things to be exact. Siya ang nagpahirap sa buhay ng nanay niya na ngayon ay patay na what else would she expect him to think?
"Im sorry, Jiho--"
"No need tita, I get the message already. I think you really should go now thank you."
He cutted her off. Which is her aunts most least to expect. Not only that, but jinha hates to be cutted off.
"Pinagtatabuyan mo ba ko, Jihoon?"
She asked him straight forwardly. For a moment her tears stopped and yes, Jihoon was right. Fake tears are the only tears who can stop within the moment of mood change. Fake
"If that's what you think I am doing then yes. But i'd rather call it keeping the animals off my mothers lament of death, you know how my mom hates animals right?"
Jihoon smirks to himself knowing that he is intentionally challenging jinha. The woman stood in awe but later on I think she remembered a comeback to jihoon so she stepped closer once again.
"I'm here para makiramay, hindi para maghanap ng gulo. Jihoon pang ilang kamatayan mo na to, you need me."
Jihoon smirked at himself while he looked at the woman on black.
"I don't need you. Mamamatay din kayong lahat, and I can't wait to see each one of you in your own caskets."
Jinha was shook for a moment at balak pa niyang pagtaasan ng boses ang binata. Jihoon noticed what she was going to do kaya tiningnan niya ang dami ng tao na nasa libing ng kanyang ina, signaling jinha to look too.
"Nakakahiya naman kung sisigawan at sasaktan mo ang kagaya kong naulila ng kanyang ina sa mismong libing nito sa harap ganyang kadaming tao am I right, Tita?"
Jihoon pulled his winning grin on his face as he watch his aunt being consumed by anger. Ni hindi na nga ito nakapag salita at dali dali nang umalis sa lugar. Then After all the guests left, Jihoon glanced at the direction of his mother's coffin. He slowly walked over her as He kept holding back his tears.
"Your sufferings are done now, mom. Now it's about time I let them suffer. You loved them so much that it killed you. Therefore I will not do the same para magtagumpay ako sa pagpapahirap sakanila."
Jihoon clenched his fist habang inaalala niya lahat ng paghihirap na ginawa ng ina niya para sa kanya.
"All of them, I'll crush them 'till they're just a small spec of dust."
At lahat ng paghihirap na ginawa ng ina niya para sa mga walang awang nangabuso sa kabaitan nito.
"Eomma, Lee Ji-Hyun. Dead on arrival with the Time of death 7:05PM and Having suicide as her cause of death. I swore to never be like you. I am never going to love anybody like you did. You loved all of them so much, too much. They abused you at ngayon wala ka na. Dahil sakanila."
Jihoon cried
Jihoon couldn't control his tears anymore."Ang daya mo, eomma. Look at me now. Look at your son? Do you like what you did to me? You're making me become a monster of my own self. Dahil sayo natatakot nadin akong magmahal."
He knew that his mom won't answer. But he kept talking. As if totoong buhay na tao ang kausap niya. But today, the person he once knew na buhay, ay isa nang malamig na bangkay.
"Eomma who will make me feel loved anymore? You're the only one who loved me kahit na ganito ugali ko. Tell me, sino?"
Little did he know beside his mother's coffin, may isang anghel na nanonood sakanyang isumpa lahat ng naisumpa niya. But this angel is not any ordinary angel ofcourse, he's an angel of death. Isang alagad ng kamatayan ng diyos na si thanatos. He loved watching the boy eversince he laid his eyes on him. Habang pinapanood si Jihoon na mangako ng kung ano ano, he laughed.
"Jihoon, oh sweet little Lee Jihoon. You can't simply promise not to love."
Sinubukan niyan lapitan ang binata, but it was no use. Anghel padin siya. And any contact with humans are prohibited. Pwera lang if the human is special and choosen by the God himself.
"Wait for me Lee Jihoon."
He sighed as he saw the figure he was trying to approach slowly drifting away. Kahit na tapos na ang misyon niya, he followed the man up to his room. Nakatingin lang naman si jihoon sa kawalan habang nakahiga sa kama niya.
"Ako Jihoon. Handa akong mahalin ka kahit na ganyan ang ugali mo. I am willing to make you feel loved and that you really matter to me."
The angel said as he flew back to his heaven. He sat at the corner and thought of an Idea.
"Jisoo! Jisoo! Andyan ba si thanatos?"
Tanong niya sa kanang kamay ni thanatos na nakasalubong lang niya.
"Ha? Yep, Andito si boss. Why? Is it something really urgent, Seungcheol?"
"Sobra!"
"Ok then, andun lang siya sa taas."
Seungcheol's smile went up dahil finally he worked his brain out plus, makakasama pa niya ang taong gusto niyang pagtuonan ng pansin.
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