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I take my bloody blade and take one more deep cut. The more I cut deeper the more blood gushes out from my wrist. And at that moment...I think to myself well this is it. My last day on this cruel world filled with people who just think this is all just a game. People who think that this will just pass by and forget all about it the next morning,like if nothing happened. Well I'm done. I can't take this. I stab myself..and that's it. At any moment I'm gonna die,and before I go I just want to say something. Thanks for nothing. Thanks for making me feel like nothing. For making me feel like I'm just a peice of trash. I hope your happy now that I'm gone. So goodbye...hope you have a better life than I ever did. Bye..
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Hey! Sometimes I wonder how this world would be like if I was never in it. Sometimes I just wanna kill myself. I'm not gonna lie,but I try everyday. I try keep myself away from that rusty blade in my secret box. This is why I made this account so I can distract myself and wight (type) out how I feel. I know not many people are gonna read it but I don't care.all that matters is that I tell myself I can do this and make it to the end..or whatever...if you are reading this I hope you can relate to this.hopefully...so yea...bye.
