Fall for you

Chapter 5

I felt all the sexual tension in this arena it was exhibirating from the thousands and thousand of screaming girls. Some screaming very sexual things. It was amazing to see the reaction the band got from just simply winking. 

The music started playing "Do you remember summer 09? Wanna go back there every night, Just can't lie, was the best time of my life" harry sang as i began to dance and lose myself in the song. It was one of the songs that reminded me why i love going to concerts so much. I felt the memories the boys were thinking about through each lyric. I got lost in their notes and i began to have fun when something caught my eye.

 I turned to look at Anne with tears in her eyes, what we saw was 5 lucky boys living their dream what she saw was her baby growing up in front of her eyes. I turned to my dad and he was staring at Anne in awe, he was staring at her the way he would stare at my mom when she would make him is coffee or as she brushed her lucious black hair. I had mixed emotion i was sincerly happy for my dad but part of me wanted my parents to be married for a 100 years. 

I didn't feel so well every emotion was getting to me, it was devoring me from inside i needed air. So I botled towards the exit. I felt bad running away from my father and dear sweet Anne but it had only been a couple of months since the divorce and he's already getting married. I was angry, sad, mad, happy, annoyed i was a mess. I did what i do when my brain is too much for me to handle I run. 

Running always helped me clear my head and my heart. When i was stressed with my college stuff i would go out for a mile run and feel all better afterwards. Running is my safe haven where nothing bad could happen to me; it was like if i push myself a little hard nothing could catch me and harm me. Before i knew it i was sprinting my brain had no idea where i was going but my feet sure did. I focused ahead of me not even looking back. I ran as fast as i could as tears escape my eyes i couldn't handle this i just wanted to be home. Before I knew it i was in a gorgeous park i stopped running and sat down by this gorgeous tree. 

I look out and see a huge pond and  the park lights it all became a blur as i focused on the thoughts in my head. I was sorting out my feelings I needed a friend and the only one i had was like a million miles away and over seas. It felt like time had stopped when i realize it nearly been two hours since I left the arena. I felt my phone vibrate and snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Hello?" i anwsered

"Hey" , i immediatly knew who it was by their accent. 

"Hey how did you get my number?" i asked with a smirk dancing on my lips.

"I have my ways, so don't worry about it love," he said as his irish accent rang through my ears like sweet sweet music. He continued "Why did you run away love? Was I that bad?" 

I laughed at the idea of him singing horribly that was impossible. I sighed, debating if i should tell him the truth or lie, I lied. "Well that's impossible sir you have an awesome voice better than beyonce herself and for the reason i left i was sleepy and headed home" i said as i faked a laugh.

"Miss Rhina you are on filthy liar"' i was shocked at his words how did he know. 

"You are probaly asking yourself how do i know this right?" it was like he was in my head. 

"Look up" he said, i did and saw him standing there looking at me. I patted the space next to me signaling him to sit down with me. He took a seat and we stayed silent just staring at the pond. 

"It's my dad" i said breaking the silence, i felt him staring at me intently. "He moved on so quickly i berly found out he had a girlfriend today and now he's getting married. I just wished he took things slowly. All i could think about is my poor mother who was still in love with my father" i said with tears threating to fall, i try not to look at Niall in the eye knowing it would just make me cry. I felt so vulnerable something i hated feeling.

I closed my eyes to stop myself from crying thats when i felt a pair of arms around me holding me tight protecting me from all the bad things in my head. I didn't need words to comfort me all i needed was a hug that told me, i was going to be alright. 

We seperated from the hug he grabbed my hand lifted me from the ground again, this time not being his fault.

"We need to get back to the Arena your dad was really worried" he said as he tugged me in the direction of the Arena. 

We walked back talking about the random things, yelling patato, what food did we like to eat. It was a blast and i decided to play penis. 

"Okay Ni, we are going to take turns saying the word penis each time louder and louder the first player who chickens out and doesn't say it loses" i say explaining one of my favorite games. He nods in agree.

"Penis" niall says with his cute accent.

"Penisssss" i say a litle bit louder. We reached the point where Niall yelled it and people where looking "this is it" he says smirking at thinking i don't have the guts to yell it louder than him. We where getting closer to the arena this is now or never, i take a huge breathe and yell at the top of my lungs "Peeeeeeeeeeeniiiiisssssssss" everyone on the street turned to look at me and my triumphant smile which quickly vanishe when niall yelled it ten times louder than i did. Now we were sure we had everyones attention even the people driving.  We began to laugh at our game. 

"The grasshopper has surpass the teacher" i said turning to niall and bowing my head. 

He laughed and it was so intoxicating, it spread all throught my body like heroine it was so mesmorizing. 

"Rhina?" i heard my dad, anne, and harry say all at the same time like they practiced it. I felt guilty for running out on them, i didn't want to face them my heart and mind were telling me to run but my body wouldn't budge. 

"hey i'm so sorry for leaving like that. I'm such a douche." i say as i ramble up a half hearted apology. 

"It's okay Rhi but you have to be more careful next time" my dad says while doing his parental job. 

Anne walks towards me and hugs me which makes me like her even more she whispered "I'm not trying to replace her i never could. I respect her so much." as she says those caring words i return the hug back and i meant it. She was an amazing person so sweet so caring. 

Harry however was as plesant, he gave me a scowl and warned me to be careful next time he hates to see his mom worry.  His demenor as changed since the last time we talk, it was cold and distant like if he hated me.