His Toy

The beginning

           It all started on April 6th 2016. It was a normal Wednesday for my friends and i and we decided to go to Kings Plaza like we usually do since we left school early.

        When we got there , we saw some of our old friends sitting and eating mcdonalds and we decided to join them . It was the usual 3 of them , Martin, Jeffrey, and Shane . Today though they had a new friend with them . His name was Tom.

       See, Tom now was something different. I never met anyone like him before and something about him just drew me in . Was it his smile? His vibe? his face ? Til this day I never understood but i knew i had to have him and I would do whatever i had to , to make sure he was mine .

          I hardly knew him but i trusted him. I had wanted to feel close to someone for a really long time and I thought he could be the one . When it was time for us to leave , we all got on the 46 bus and he sat next to me. It's like he knew i was feeling him and he was feeling me too.

      The bus got to my stop, i decided to not get off because i didn't want to leave him. I got off at his stop and he came up to me and was like "you live around here don't you?" and when i said yes , he told me he was walking me home and i was ecstatic because I wanted to learn about him.

       When we were walking , he pushed me against a car and kissed me. I wasn't sure exactly what to do because it was my first tongue kiss but you know, fake it til you make it. Then he stopped and looked at me and said "I like kissing you" and you know i felt like a bad bih like , Uhuh as i should , I already felt that my lips were my best feature and he just confirmed it.

        When we were almost to my house he stopped me and said "what do you want from me?" i was very confused and thought he was trying to be aggressive towards me but all i responded with was "huh?" . So he rephrases his questions and goes "do you want a relationship from me or do you just want to talk?". I really wanted a relationship more than anything in the world but i didn't want to see pushy so all i said was , "it's up to you " he told me he wanted a relationship and i said i wanted the same .

     He walked me to the corner of my block and after i went inside i couldn't stop smiling because I thought I met someone who was gonna be all about me and treat me like i was important and special . I was so wrong, he ended doing the opposite and causing me nothing but hurt and pain. This day ultimately led up to one of the worst mistakes I ended up making in my teenage years .